I lost count of the nights and the promises made...

Swear I meant 'em all — in that moment, anyway...

I - I See You Made It

No excuse for the shit I did

Weekend's a blur, I went off grid

Back in the block, head full of static

First thing they said: "Was it madness?"

Lived like I made it, truth is tragic

Spent all my cash, pure fuckin’ havoc

Meal deals now ‘til payday comes

Trolley lookin’ sad, just frozen crumbs

Got bare texts I should’ve answered

But I was off my face, pure disaster

Sent wild words I can’t unsend

Need a stiff shot just to scroll through again

Gazin' at the screen, mind in freefall

Can't smoke past self-made pitfalls

All them nights? Gone in a flash

But I’ll be back next week to do it all brash

It’s all ‘cos of the nights, all ‘cos of the lights

All for the thrill and the madness

Blame it all on the drinks, all on the links

All on the tunes and the badness

Yeah, it’s all for the rush, all for the buzz

For the floors that we leave in a state

Put it all on the beat, all on the heat

All on the mess that we make when it’s late

We were twisted, fucked up, usual chaos

Missed your lips and the taste that slays us

You say nothin’, so I play tough

But girl, I miss how we made love

Disappeared like poof, now you ghostin'

Came back drunk, eyes still potent

Made me think that you still feel it

But girl, you're poison, let’s not conceal it

Just kiss me, fuck me, say you need me

You don't text back, you don't see me

If not me then who’s your man?

Hope he crashes, I don’t give a damn

Truth is, you don’t even know

Say you stay, then you still go

Say you’re done, then act like you won’t

Love like ours? Nah, you won’t

It was all just the nights, all just the noise

All of the highs and the breakin'

Put it all on the laughs, all on the boys

All on the times we were fadin’

Yeah, it’s all from the rush, all from the fire

All from the shit we were chasin’

Put it all on the nights, all on the wire

All on the chaos we came in

When we linked, I was younger, dumber

Ten mins deep, thought you were thunder

Weekend flame, now a lifestyle

We were deep in it, fuck denial

Caught you Tuesday, Thursday, Friday

Every big night, every wrong highway

You were pain and pure ecstasy

Taught me love and how to bleed

Seen me brawl, seen me break

Seen me lose and seen me take

Was there for the high, the crash, the fix

Was there for the scars, the messy mix

Then we sober up, try act fine

Like we won’t do it again in time

Good or bad, it all gets done

Least the nights were loud and never numb

Wrote a whole fuckin' tune 'bout you

Saturday, met you

Sunday, broke through

Monday, hate me

Friday, crave me

I swear this life’s too mad lately

We burn, we crash

We heal, we smash

Write a verse then back on the lash

Still feels better than boring love

We ain’t soft—we rise above

We try to fix it all when the high fades

But we know next week, same damn plays

Try to fix it up, patch the shame

But baby, we’re lit—we love the flame

It was all just a blur, all just a phase

All of those nights we were wasted

Put it all on the feels, all on the daze

All on the love that we tasted

Yeah, it’s all just a song, all just a scene

One that we never quite made in

But I’ll still be back, lost in the dream

Living the life that we gave in

Yeah, maybe we fucked up.

Maybe we always will.

But every dark corner, every red-eye cab, every sunrise on the rooftop—

That’s ours.

And when the bass hits again,

We’ll be back.

Same time. Same mess. Same love.

Sober up... just to lose it all again.