I don’t come with warnings

I come with after-effects

I’m not healed, I’m just attractive about it

Dancing like my problems pay the rent

I don’t want love, I want impact

I want you close enough to feel the damage

I’m sweating through my self-control

Heartbeat kicking holes in the floor

If you’re looking for stable

wrong door

But if you like beautiful messes

I’m already yours

I move like I’m fine, like I slept eight hours

Truth is I negotiate with my head every night

I flirt like it’s cardio

Smile like it’s strategy

I learned how to look wanted

Before I learned how to feel alright

You touch my arm like it’s casual

I pretend it doesn’t rewrite me

Inside I’m loud as hell

Outside I’m cool, composed, icy

I don’t chase

I circle

I don’t fall

I tilt

If you come closer

Don’t ask what this is

I’m not healed, I’m just attractive about it

Turning pain into posture and pose

I don’t need saving, I need friction

I need heat pressed close to my bones

I’m all sharp edges and good intentions

Hands shaking but eyes locked in

You don’t fall for me

you slide

And suddenly you’re in it

I got panic in my pockets, confidence on credit

If I look this good broken, imagine me mended

I overthink everything except the way you stare

Like you wanna ruin my week and don’t care

I joke about therapy, flirt with disaster

I fall too slow, then way too fast after

If attachment had a sound

it’d be my phone lighting up

then not

Yeah, that silence hits harder than touch

I want you

But I won’t say need

I want closeness

Without the bleed

I’m not healed, I’m just attractive about it

Watch me spin this ache into gold

If you stay tonight, don’t promise tomorrow

I break slower when I’m not told

I’m a good time with bad timing

A risk dressed up as desire

You don’t save me

you light me

And I burn exactly right

Don’t touch me gentle

Touch me honest

If this ends, let it end loud

Let it feel like something happened

I don’t wanna be another almost

I wanna be the one you remember

when the room feels empty

I’m not healed, I’m just attractive about it

Still learning how to breathe in skin

If you’re scared of hearts with history

Don’t come closer

I pull you in

I’m all tension and permission

All heat and hesitation

You don’t fall for me

you move with me

And that’s worse in the best way

Yeah...

I know.

That’s why you stayed.