O I am stopped in my tracks

I was writing about some very light stuff

bouncing out of my coil

I do some of this and then some of that

then I read a while

till my eye hits a spark

then I need to close my book

visualize this new idea

pull it through the narrow of my microtubuli

see a boom spinning out of a collapse

but it's still in virtual state

and need to keep it that way...for now

it's becoming an obsession on how to achieve

a paralell universe in a more or less vacuüm field

and very careful it's in a delicate state of appearing

disappearing and re-appearing virtual particles

for now it's a mighty fine view

these long flexing backwards microtubuli

flirting along my event horizon

that's booming hawking radiations

towards the sensitive wave function flanks

it might just collapse in a felt and touched giggle

not to say a very sincere laugh

but it might just annihilate like matter and anti-matter

but the next wave is sure on it's way

matter always booms in existance

Boltzman learns us..Carroll pointed it out even

even though this proof is actually obsolete inventory

it's those poetic whispers Penrose talked about

the conformal boundaries...the big bang to the next aeon

it has no mass yet..all radiation, lots of radiation..across that border