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苦痛は教義　血のない経典

息をするだけで　誓約と試練

救済はないと　最初から知って

祈るたび　鎖を自分で締めて

傷を美徳に　変換する作法

泣けば正義だと　刷り込む作動

逃げたい？それも罪だろ兄弟

苦しめるほど　信仰は深い

嗚呼　痛みを崇める正統派

救われないほど　正しいらしいな

嗚呼　抜け道は最初から封鎖

俺は俺を裁く　永遠の審判

壊れたいわけじゃない　でも壊れる役

苦悩を捧げて　存在を焼く

意味は後付け　理由は空欄

「耐えろ」が合言葉　無限に循環

信じてるフリが　本音になって

疑う声すら　異端と断罪

自分で作った　この祭壇

跪いたまま　立てないまま

嗚呼　痛みを崇める正統派

救われないほど　正しいらしいな

嗚呼　終章はいつも未完

抜けられない円環　信者は俺だ

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Pain is doctrine, a bloodless scripture

Just breathing is a vow and a trial

I knew from the start there would be no salvation

Each time I pray, I tighten my own chains

A method that converts wounds into virtue

Crying gets programmed as righteousness

Want to run? That’s a sin too, brother

The deeper the suffering, the deeper the faith

Ah—orthodoxy that worships pain

The less you’re saved, the more “correct” you are

Ah—the escape routes were sealed from the beginning

I judge myself, an eternal tribunal

I don’t want to break, but I play the role of breaking

Offering anguish, burning my own existence

Meaning comes afterward, reasons left blank

“Endure” is the password—endless circulation

Pretending to believe turns into the truth

Even a doubting voice is condemned as heresy

This altar—I built it myself

Still kneeling, still unable to stand

Ah—orthodoxy that worships pain

The less you’re saved, the more “correct” you are

Ah—the final chapter is always unfinished

An inescapable loop—the believer is me