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【English lyrics below】

這是我最後的心聲

當你看見我已成灰燼

現實太殘忍 我活得像陰影

從小就學會了安靜

母親走後只剩黑夜

父親的怒火無聲咆哮

酒瓶摔碎 他眼神破裂

我成了他發洩的出口

對不起 這是我的遺書

滿身傷痕 被嘲笑無助

如果世界 只剩這種痛苦

讓我靈魂飛向遠處

白天上課假裝無事

夜裡沉默害怕被碰觸

傷疤藏不住 被同學恥笑

說我是雜種的錯誤

青春開始 身材改變

胸口曲線變成了危險

父親酒醉 需要錢治病

我只能出賣這張臉

對不起 這是我的遺書

滿身傷痕 被嘲笑無助

如果世界 只剩這種痛苦

讓我靈魂飛向遠處

懷裡的生命該怎麼辦

不知道孩子的親生爸爸

與其讓他 走我舊路

不如一起沉入黑暗

對不起 這是我的遺書

滿身傷痕 被嘲笑無助

如果世界 只剩這種痛苦

讓我靈魂飛向遠處

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This is my final cry of the heart,

When you see me reduced to ashes, torn apart.

Reality is cruel; I live like a shadow,

Learning to stay silent since I was little.

After my mother left, only darkness remained,

My father’s fury roared, though no sound was sustained.

Bottles shattered, his gaze turned hollow,

And I became the outlet for his sorrow.

I’m sorry, this is my farewell letter,

Covered in scars, mocked and untethered.

If the world holds only this kind of pain,

Let my soul escape to a distant plain.

During the day, I pretend everything’s fine,

At night, I’m silent, afraid of being confined.

The scars can’t be hidden, the classmates sneer,

Calling me a mistake that shouldn’t be here.

As youth arrived, my body began to change,

The curve of my chest turned dangerous and strange.

My father, drunk, needed money for his ailment,

I had no choice but to sell my appearance.

I’m sorry, this is my farewell letter,

Covered in scars, mocked and untethered.

If the world holds only this kind of pain,

Let my soul escape to a distant plain.

What should I do with the life inside me?

I don’t even know the child’s true daddy.

Rather than let them walk my old path,

I’d rather we sink together into the dark.

I’m sorry, this is my farewell letter,

Covered in scars, mocked and untethered.

If the world holds only this kind of pain,

Let my soul escape to a distant plain.