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I don't claim to understand everything, but I think we all paranoid at one degree or another

ℹ️: 'Appétence' is a French word that you can translate as "appetency"

In simple terms, it means : the instinctive desire within each person, leading them toward what can satisfy them or toward a natural inclination.

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Look around, we hear them gossip...

All the air they exhale... from their lips...

Paranoia, am I the fool who cries out in dismay ?

Paranoia, tell me, tell me

Am I the fool, who claims they're all so fake ?

Their whole story turns so phony

See, everybody look at me like I'm insane

As if the truth is lying straight to my face..

Wait... Watch out.. they come for me...

Wait, is it only...

just me.. ?

I must... Breathe....

Breach out...

Another mindfuck for no reason....

Or maybe too many...

Calm now... just calm down...

Appetence !

Raging riot inside...!

It keeps me strong against their sight.....!

Anxiety torments me into affright !..

I'm jailed with judging ghosts outside !

Or is it just a disturbance of my mind?

Breathe !

Breach out

Stay in control

Paranoid ?I'm not broken apart !

I just don’t feel whole

Paranoid? I don't even know where I have to depart

From cold to Hyperventilate...

A waking dream, awakened,

I'm the decapitated, condemned to decapitate.

isolated, as mental health deteriorates

Nodding like I’m following along

Everyone looks confident

Am I translating every word wrong ?

I don’t think they hate me

But I'm not sure they won’t...!

It’s that space in between !

Where my head is twisted wrong...

Breathe in...

breach out...

Calm Down...

Wait, is it only,

just me.. ?!

I must... Breathe !...

Breach out !

Act normal now

Just long enough

Calm now... Just calm down...

Appetence !

Raging riot inside...!

It keeps me strong against their sight.....

Anxiety torments me into affright !..

I'm jailed with judging ghosts outside

Or is it just a disturbance of my mind?

Maybe I’m not paranoid

Maybe... Am I ?!

Maybe... Am I ?!

thinking, jaw clenched, teeth locked tight

Like I’m bracing for impact

If I stop moving for a sec

everything might collapse

Appetence !

Raging riot inside...!

It keeps me strong against their sight.....

Just let met go....

Won't you let me go...

Don't know if I'm awake or asleep

But I'm buried in

I'm buried in

Hold on...

Drag all my angers out in a final plea

Shoot all their daggers down at me

Please save me

Please save me !

(please save me !.....)

Oh ...!

Paronoid, Am I here ?

Am I out ? Inside, Am I stuck !?

My head, Won’t shut up !?

I Breathe !!!

Breach out...!

Face the fear.. Hold on !

Appetence !!!

Raging riot inside...

Calm now... just calm down...

Breathe in !

Breathe out !

breathing !

breathing !

Breathe in !

Breathe out !

Appetence !

Raging riot inside...!

(You're not real)

(You've never been real)

(You're not real)

(so get out of my mind)

(Breathe in…)

(Breath out…)

(breathing....)

(breathing....)

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