Truth is I don’t like small talks

Makes me feel anxious

Tonight i will be okay

I’ll say somehow i missed it

Even though i’m invited

To the party where they go

To the party where you are

I don’t know if i can fake it

Truth; i don’t like small talks

And i gave myself this one night

To pull my shit together

And in the next one i’ll be alright

It’s like everyone is watching

All of my missteps

But not caring wherever i’ve been

When i failed to be there

Truth is i don’t like small talks

And i don’t like sundays

Cause when everyone’s resting

I just keep reminiscing

Maybe someday i’ll be just fine

At giving and not caring

And when i’ll meet your eyes

All they’ll do is smiling

Truth is i don’t like small talks

And i kinda hate myself too

For not trying to fit in

For not being just like you

Maybe my brain is damaged

And I wish you could see it

All of these questions

That keeps-

For now i don’t like small talks

And i don’t want to be there

Awkwardly nodding

To all the things we don’t say

(For now i don’t like small talks

And i don’t want to be there

Awkwardly nodding

To all the things we don’t say)

Excuse me if you missed me or if i am being selfish

Truth is i don’t like small talks

And tired of earring you preach

Excuse me if you missed me or if i am being selfish

Truth is i don’t like small talks

And tired of earring you preach

Even though i’m invited

To the party where they go

To the party where you are

I don’t know if i can fake it

Truth is i don’t like small talks

Excuse me if you missed me or if i am being selfish

Truth is i don’t like small talks

And tired of earring you preach