昨日の"ごめんね" 今日の"仕方ない"
また嘘で縫った生存本能
崩れたバランスを隠すために
ピエロの靴でステップ、ステップ、ステップ！
-
Yesterday’s “sorry,” today’s “whatever”
Another survival instinct stitched with lies
Covering the crumbling balance with
a clown’s crooked little step, step, step!

誰かの失望振りかけて
どうせ味なんて無い感情
飲み干す前に また笑顔だけ
パッケージングして 売り飛ばすよ
-
Sprinkling someone else’s disappointment
over flavorless emotions again
Before choking it down,
I package my fake smiles and sell them cheap.

さあ 踊れ、壊れた心臓で
さあ 歌え、軋む喉で
見てよ、ねぇ見てよ
憎まれてでもいいから
-
Come on, dance, with your broken heart
Come on, sing, with your splintered throat
Look at me, please look at me
I don't care if you hate me—just don't look away

屍人、屍人！
偽善と共に 踊り続ける
白痴なsmiley day
ただ笑ってるだけのポンコツだ
-
Corpse puppet, corpse puppet!
Dancing side by side with fake kindness
on another empty smiley day
Just a useless idiot pretending to be alive

屍人、屍人！
破滅に恋して踊り続ける
自分ごと捨てて
忘れられないために
-
Corpse puppet, corpse puppet!
Falling in love with destruction itself
Throwing away every piece of myself
Just to be remembered by someone

痺れた舌で甘える言葉
不平不満、今日もおままごと
溶けきった矜持を誇るフリ
使い捨て天使、どうぞご賞味あれ！
-
Begging for scraps with a numbed-out tongue
Complaints and grudges, today's play pretend
Parading around pride that's already melted
Disposable angel, please enjoy your meal!

バレてる欺瞞(ガラクタ) 吐き出して
"わたしらしさ"の死体隠して
褒められたくて 傷を誇って
浅い深呼吸で繋ぐ命
-
Vomiting up the rotten lies I can’t hide anymore
Burying the corpse of "who I used to be"
Bragging about my wounds like trophies
Breathing shallow and calling it "living"

さあ 笑え、歪んだ呼吸で
さあ 舞え、誰も見ないステージで
まだ見てよ、見捨てないでよ
憎まれてでもいいから
-
Come on, laugh, with your twisted breathing
Come on, dance, on a stage no one watches
Still begging, still rotting,
I don't care if you hate me—just see me

屍人、屍人！
嘲笑と共に踊り続ける
空っぽなsunny day
ただ生きてるフリしてるだけ
-
Corpse puppet, corpse puppet!
Dancing hand-in-hand with ridicule
on another empty sunny day
Pretending to live, pretending to matter

屍人、屍人！
自己嫌悪を愛撫して踊り続ける
泥舟の上で
沈みながら手を振る
-
Corpse puppet, corpse puppet!
Petting my own self-loathing while spinning in place
Waving from the deck of a sinking ship,
Still calling it "hope."

いつか誰かの記憶に
『哀れな人』としてだけでも
刻まれたいの
消えたくないの
誰かの心に残骸として
...願うほど惨めで
...それでも求めてる
-
Someday, somewhere,
even if it’s just in the back of someone’s mind,
even if it’s just as "that pathetic little wreck,"
I want to be remembered.
I don’t want to vanish into nothing.
Even wishing for that makes me more pathetic.
...but still, I wish.

(踊れ、もっと)
(笑え、もっと)
(死ね、もっと)
-
(dance harder)
(laugh louder)
(die prettier)

屍人、屍人！
虚飾と共に踊り続ける
無様なmelty day
まだ諦めきれないだけ
-
Corpse puppet, corpse puppet!
Dancing alongside hollow praises
on another ugly, melting day
Still pretending I haven’t lost yet

屍人、屍人！
残骸の上で踊り続ける
忘れられるくらいなら
憎まれたいと願った
-
Corpse puppet, corpse puppet!
Dancing on top of my own wreckage
If being forgotten is the only other option,
I’ll beg to be hated instead.

この屍にも、どうか、拍手を。
-
...please, clap for this rotting corpse.