昨日の"ごめんね" 今日の"仕方ない"

また嘘で縫った生存本能

崩れたバランスを隠すために

ピエロの靴でステップ、ステップ、ステップ！

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Yesterday’s “sorry,” today’s “whatever”

Another survival instinct stitched with lies

Covering the crumbling balance with

a clown’s crooked little step, step, step!

誰かの失望振りかけて

どうせ味なんて無い感情

飲み干す前に また笑顔だけ

パッケージングして 売り飛ばすよ

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Sprinkling someone else’s disappointment

over flavorless emotions again

Before choking it down,

I package my fake smiles and sell them cheap.

さあ 踊れ、壊れた心臓で

さあ 歌え、軋む喉で

見てよ、ねぇ見てよ

憎まれてでもいいから

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Come on, dance, with your broken heart

Come on, sing, with your splintered throat

Look at me, please look at me

I don't care if you hate me—just don't look away

屍人、屍人！

偽善と共に 踊り続ける

白痴なsmiley day

ただ笑ってるだけのポンコツだ

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Corpse puppet, corpse puppet!

Dancing side by side with fake kindness

on another empty smiley day

Just a useless idiot pretending to be alive

屍人、屍人！

破滅に恋して踊り続ける

自分ごと捨てて

忘れられないために

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Corpse puppet, corpse puppet!

Falling in love with destruction itself

Throwing away every piece of myself

Just to be remembered by someone

痺れた舌で甘える言葉

不平不満、今日もおままごと

溶けきった矜持を誇るフリ

使い捨て天使、どうぞご賞味あれ！

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Begging for scraps with a numbed-out tongue

Complaints and grudges, today's play pretend

Parading around pride that's already melted

Disposable angel, please enjoy your meal!

バレてる欺瞞(ガラクタ) 吐き出して

"わたしらしさ"の死体隠して

褒められたくて 傷を誇って

浅い深呼吸で繋ぐ命

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Vomiting up the rotten lies I can’t hide anymore

Burying the corpse of "who I used to be"

Bragging about my wounds like trophies

Breathing shallow and calling it "living"

さあ 笑え、歪んだ呼吸で

さあ 舞え、誰も見ないステージで

まだ見てよ、見捨てないでよ

憎まれてでもいいから

-

Come on, laugh, with your twisted breathing

Come on, dance, on a stage no one watches

Still begging, still rotting,

I don't care if you hate me—just see me

屍人、屍人！

嘲笑と共に踊り続ける

空っぽなsunny day

ただ生きてるフリしてるだけ

-

Corpse puppet, corpse puppet!

Dancing hand-in-hand with ridicule

on another empty sunny day

Pretending to live, pretending to matter

屍人、屍人！

自己嫌悪を愛撫して踊り続ける

泥舟の上で

沈みながら手を振る

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Corpse puppet, corpse puppet!

Petting my own self-loathing while spinning in place

Waving from the deck of a sinking ship,

Still calling it "hope."

いつか誰かの記憶に

『哀れな人』としてだけでも

刻まれたいの

消えたくないの

誰かの心に残骸として

...願うほど惨めで

...それでも求めてる

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Someday, somewhere,

even if it’s just in the back of someone’s mind,

even if it’s just as "that pathetic little wreck,"

I want to be remembered.

I don’t want to vanish into nothing.

Even wishing for that makes me more pathetic.

...but still, I wish.

(踊れ、もっと)

(笑え、もっと)

(死ね、もっと)

-

(dance harder)

(laugh louder)

(die prettier)

屍人、屍人！

虚飾と共に踊り続ける

無様なmelty day

まだ諦めきれないだけ

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Corpse puppet, corpse puppet!

Dancing alongside hollow praises

on another ugly, melting day

Still pretending I haven’t lost yet

屍人、屍人！

残骸の上で踊り続ける

忘れられるくらいなら

憎まれたいと願った

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Corpse puppet, corpse puppet!

Dancing on top of my own wreckage

If being forgotten is the only other option,

I’ll beg to be hated instead.

この屍にも、どうか、拍手を。

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...please, clap for this rotting corpse.