[Intro]
Fourteen days, that’s the only constant number now.
Twenty minutes of silent screaming every day,
And eight hours spent pretending that I no longer care.
I still see the shadow of your key hanging beside the door,
But I know that shadow is an illusion, just like you.
I open my window onto the street you no longer walk down.
I fight you in every detail, with every minute that passes.

[Verse 1]
We were supposed to be talking about our next holiday right now.
I was supposed to be laughing at a joke you’d just sent.
But instead, I’m marking the distance since that single, sudden moment.
The switch flipped to blackness, no fade-out, no warning in between.
I’m not looking for a logical reason; love never gave us one anyway.
Tell me, how does one wake up from a dream they swore was reality?
And now, two weeks later, I feel like I’m standing in the ruins of a wreck that wasn’t even mine.

[Pre-Chorus]
You text: “I’m drowning now, I need you to be my life raft.”
What a ridiculous request, after you yourself cut the safety ropes from my side!
You remind me that I promised I’d always be there.
But do you remember you promised you wouldn’t leave me alone in the storm?
You’re looking for easy salvation, for the person who forgives every time.
This apology is just a last-ditch effort to pull me into the depths with you,
And I’m standing on a shore I’m not sure I can leave behind.

[Chorus]
I love you. That’s the oldest, deepest wound I know.
But I can’t come back to you, not without solid proof.
You’re the one who threw the stone at the glass house of our promises,
And words will never restore the clarity of shattered glass.
You can scream that you need me to survive this disaster,
But what’s more important: What’s your guarantee you won’t do this again?
This isn’t just pain, this is a decision to withdraw so I can live.
I won’t come back to be the girl who welcomes the usual pain.

[Hook]
No second chance. Not one minute more.

[Verse 2]
I always felt stronger when you were beside me, as if you were my shield.
Now that you’re gone, I realize my shield was made of sand.
All the strength you gave me was actually just an illusion that you controlled.
I remember the last time you were here, promising forever.
How could someone lie with such brilliance while holding my hand?
For two weeks, I’ve been reassembling the real “me,” the one without you.
And she screams: You no longer have the right to hurt me in the name of love.
You want to fix me, but you don’t understand: The only fix is being away from you.

[Hook]
No second chance. Not one minute more.

[Bridge]
I miss your hands, but I refuse the repeating cycle.
I could run to the door right now, open the lock,
And be warm in your regret, embracing the danger—
But I know exactly where the next wound will land.
Prove it; don’t just tell me. That’s the final condition.
I need to see an action that equals this apology you sent.
I had to kill the illusion that held us together
Just to ensure the other half of me stayed alive.
I choose my own breath over your temporary cure.
I choose me.
Again.
And again.

[Chorus 2]
Love exists, but now I have new boundaries.
I can’t come back, because I chose to be free.
You’ve come now looking for rescue, and you left me nothing.
I can’t light my own fire for you to be guided by, while I’m still in the dark.
If you really want me, build me a bridge of trust, not just words.
The decision is no longer yours. The decision is mine.
I’m done with breaking; this is the true end of our story.
I love you, but I will never drown with you.

[Outro]
All these words I’ve spoken, they were the chapter I had to write.
The song is over now. There is no secret track following.
I picked up the phone one last time, and deleted all your messages.
To clear the space, so I can write a chapter that does not carry your name.
Maybe one day, I’ll smile when I hear a melody that reminds me of you.
But I will never live that melody again.
I leave a blank page here, and my tools aside.
This is the final scene of me loving you.
And the curtain is now falling