Lyrics by me [@Tsunimo]

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君を愛して

Kimi o aishite

< I love you >

君も僕を愛してる

Kimi mo boku o aishiteru

< You love me too >

でもそれは叶わない

Demo sore wa kanawanai

< But it won't come true >

ただの夢だから

Tada no yume dakara

< Because it's just a dream >

笑ってるのに

Waratteru noni

< Even though I'm smiling >

同時に泣きたくなる

Dōji ni nakitaku naru

< At the same time, I want to cry >

この苦しみはいつになれば

Kono kurushimi wa itsu ni nareba

< When will this pain >

やっと終わるんだろう？

Yatto owaru n darō?

< Finally end? >

ハッピーサッドな人生が

Happī saddo na jinsei ga

< A happy-sad life >

この世界の残酷さを教える

Kono sekai no zankokusa o oshieru

< Teaches me the cruelty of this world >

ここで痛みに沈んでも

Koko de itami ni shizundemo

< Even if I sink into pain here >

誰も僕を助けてくれない

Dare mo boku o tasukete kurenai

< No one will help me >

頭の奥で響く痛み

Atama no oku de hibiku itami

< The pain echoing deep in my head >

前を向くこともできなくて

Mae o muku koto mo dekinakute

< I can't even look forward >

受け取ったこの痛みは

Uketotta kono itami wa

< This pain I've received >

袖よりも長く伸びていく

Sode yori mo nagaku nobiteiku

< Stretches longer than my sleeves >

どうして世界は僕を孤独にする？

Dōshite sekai wa boku o kodoku ni suru?

< Why does the world make me lonely? >

ここにいる価値がないみたいだ

Koko ni iru kachi ga nai mitai da

< It feels like I have no worth being here >

ただの想像なのかな？

Tada no sōzō na no kana?

< Is it just my imagination? >

そうだよ、今日は酔いすぎてるんだ

Sō da yo, kyō wa yoisugiteru n da

< That's right, I'm just too drunk today >

飛べそうな気がして

Tobesō na ki ga shite

< I feel like I could fly >

結局、魂だけ飛んでいく

Kekkyoku, tamashii dake tondeiku

< But in the end, only my soul flies away >

ハイになっても意味なんてない

Hai ni natte mo imi nante nai

< Even if I get high, it means nothing >

ただ道を見失うだけ

Tada michi o miushinau dake

< I just lose my way >

いま僕はどこにいる？

Ima boku wa doko ni iru?

< Where am I now? >

何も感じられない

Nani mo kanjirarenai

< I can't feel anything >

昔感じていた痛みは

Mukashi kanjite ita itami wa

< The pain I used to feel >

もう心の奥にこびりついた

Mō kokoro no oku ni kobiritsuita

< Is already stuck deep in my heart >

どれだけ叫んでも

Dore dake sakendemo

< No matter how much I scream >

誰も助けてくれない

Dare mo tasukete kurenai

< No one will help me >

だって僕は

Datte boku wa

< Because I am >

残酷な世界に生きてるから

Zankoku na sekai ni ikiteru kara

< Living in a cruel world >

ハッピーサッドな人生が

Happī saddo na jinsei ga

< A happy-sad life >

この世界の残酷さを教える

Kono sekai no zankokusa o oshieru

< Teaches me the cruelty of this world >

ここで痛みに沈んでも

Koko de itami ni shizundemo

< Even if I sink into pain here >

誰も僕を助けてくれない

Dare mo boku o tasukete kurenai

< No one will help me >

頭の奥で響く痛み

Atama no oku de hibiku itami

< The pain echoing deep in my head >

前を向くこともできなくて

Mae o muku koto mo dekinakute

< I can't even look forward >

受け取ったこの痛みは

Uketotta kono itami wa

< This pain I've received >

袖よりも長く伸びていく

Sode yori mo nagaku nobiteiku

< Stretches longer than my sleeves >

薬は効いてるけれど

Kusuri wa kiiteru keredo

< The medicine is working, but >

僕をもっと悪くしていく

Boku o motto waruku shiteiku

< It's making me worse >

夜も眠れないまま

Yoru mo nemurenai mama

< Still unable to sleep at night >

昨日より最悪な夜

Kinō yori saiaku na yoru

< A night worse than yesterday >

ハッピーサッドな人生が

Happī saddo na jinsei ga

< A happy-sad life >

この世界の残酷さを教える

Kono sekai no zankokusa o oshieru

< Teaches me the cruelty of this world >

ここで痛みに沈んでも

Koko de itami ni shizundemo

< Even if I sink into pain here >

誰も僕を助けてくれない

Dare mo boku o tasukete kurenai

< No one will help me >

頭の奥で響く痛み

Atama no oku de hibiku itami

< The pain echoing deep in my head >

前を向くこともできなくて

Mae o muku koto mo dekinakute

< I can't even look forward >

受け取ったこの痛みは

Uketotta kono itami wa

< This pain I've received >

袖よりも長く伸びていく

Sode yori mo nagaku nobiteiku

< Stretches longer than my sleeves >