Lyrics by me [@Tsunimo]
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君を愛して
Kimi o aishite
< I love you >
君も僕を愛してる
Kimi mo boku o aishiteru
< You love me too >
でもそれは叶わない
Demo sore wa kanawanai
< But it won't come true >
ただの夢だから
Tada no yume dakara
< Because it's just a dream >

笑ってるのに
Waratteru noni
< Even though I'm smiling >
同時に泣きたくなる
Dōji ni nakitaku naru
< At the same time, I want to cry >
この苦しみはいつになれば
Kono kurushimi wa itsu ni nareba
< When will this pain >
やっと終わるんだろう？
Yatto owaru n darō?
< Finally end? >

ハッピーサッドな人生が
Happī saddo na jinsei ga
< A happy-sad life >
この世界の残酷さを教える
Kono sekai no zankokusa o oshieru
< Teaches me the cruelty of this world >
ここで痛みに沈んでも
Koko de itami ni shizundemo
< Even if I sink into pain here >
誰も僕を助けてくれない
Dare mo boku o tasukete kurenai
< No one will help me >

頭の奥で響く痛み
Atama no oku de hibiku itami
< The pain echoing deep in my head >
前を向くこともできなくて
Mae o muku koto mo dekinakute
< I can't even look forward >
受け取ったこの痛みは
Uketotta kono itami wa
< This pain I've received >
袖よりも長く伸びていく
Sode yori mo nagaku nobiteiku
< Stretches longer than my sleeves >

どうして世界は僕を孤独にする？
Dōshite sekai wa boku o kodoku ni suru?
< Why does the world make me lonely? >
ここにいる価値がないみたいだ
Koko ni iru kachi ga nai mitai da
< It feels like I have no worth being here >
ただの想像なのかな？
Tada no sōzō na no kana?
< Is it just my imagination? >
そうだよ、今日は酔いすぎてるんだ
Sō da yo, kyō wa yoisugiteru n da
< That's right, I'm just too drunk today >

飛べそうな気がして
Tobesō na ki ga shite
< I feel like I could fly >
結局、魂だけ飛んでいく
Kekkyoku, tamashii dake tondeiku
< But in the end, only my soul flies away >
ハイになっても意味なんてない
Hai ni natte mo imi nante nai
< Even if I get high, it means nothing >
ただ道を見失うだけ
Tada michi o miushinau dake
< I just lose my way >

いま僕はどこにいる？
Ima boku wa doko ni iru?
< Where am I now? >
何も感じられない
Nani mo kanjirarenai
< I can't feel anything >
昔感じていた痛みは
Mukashi kanjite ita itami wa
< The pain I used to feel >
もう心の奥にこびりついた
Mō kokoro no oku ni kobiritsuita
< Is already stuck deep in my heart >

どれだけ叫んでも
Dore dake sakendemo
< No matter how much I scream >
誰も助けてくれない
Dare mo tasukete kurenai
< No one will help me >
だって僕は
Datte boku wa
< Because I am >
残酷な世界に生きてるから
Zankoku na sekai ni ikiteru kara
< Living in a cruel world >

ハッピーサッドな人生が
Happī saddo na jinsei ga
< A happy-sad life >
この世界の残酷さを教える
Kono sekai no zankokusa o oshieru
< Teaches me the cruelty of this world >
ここで痛みに沈んでも
Koko de itami ni shizundemo
< Even if I sink into pain here >
誰も僕を助けてくれない
Dare mo boku o tasukete kurenai
< No one will help me >

頭の奥で響く痛み
Atama no oku de hibiku itami
< The pain echoing deep in my head >
前を向くこともできなくて
Mae o muku koto mo dekinakute
< I can't even look forward >
受け取ったこの痛みは
Uketotta kono itami wa
< This pain I've received >
袖よりも長く伸びていく
Sode yori mo nagaku nobiteiku
< Stretches longer than my sleeves >

薬は効いてるけれど
Kusuri wa kiiteru keredo
< The medicine is working, but >
僕をもっと悪くしていく
Boku o motto waruku shiteiku
< It's making me worse >
夜も眠れないまま
Yoru mo nemurenai mama
< Still unable to sleep at night >
昨日より最悪な夜
Kinō yori saiaku na yoru
< A night worse than yesterday >

ハッピーサッドな人生が
Happī saddo na jinsei ga
< A happy-sad life >
この世界の残酷さを教える
Kono sekai no zankokusa o oshieru
< Teaches me the cruelty of this world >
ここで痛みに沈んでも
Koko de itami ni shizundemo
< Even if I sink into pain here >
誰も僕を助けてくれない
Dare mo boku o tasukete kurenai
< No one will help me >

頭の奥で響く痛み
Atama no oku de hibiku itami
< The pain echoing deep in my head >
前を向くこともできなくて
Mae o muku koto mo dekinakute
< I can't even look forward >
受け取ったこの痛みは
Uketotta kono itami wa
< This pain I've received >
袖よりも長く伸びていく
Sode yori mo nagaku nobiteiku
< Stretches longer than my sleeves >