Why do I feel like a monster?

And how come I do for so long?

Can I make the time go (oh) any faster, yeah,

Is there any way to prove myself wrong?

I don't think I'm a-

Consistent whole,

And like a patched up shoe,

I might, lack, a, sole

Frankensteined up,

from parts unknown, and-

Just a sponge suckin' in.

everything I'm shown, and-

(i think, yet, I'm not free, I,)

(I think, yet, I'm not ready to see. I)

Think, yet I'm not free!

Oh let me breathe!!

I feel like a-

(monster)

Yeah, I'm a-

(monster)

And I-

(monster)

can't see why-

you see, uh,

anything else!

(am I goin' to hell)

(I'm a monster, ahh)

Where's my soul

(I'm a, a, a monster)

Just wanna be whole

Tell me, pretty please,

I feel tainted, makes me freeze, up,

got myself all stuck in a rut, but, might,

stop, when I take cues from my gut,

People always ask me,

How do I work? (I don't)

Just a scrap-heap,

the wind twists and jerks, (around)

I envy pinocchio,

I think he got it good,

At least he had a conscience,

easily understood,

(i think, yet, I'm not free, I,)

(I think, yet, I'm not ready to see. I)

Think, yet I'm not free!

Oh let me breathe!!

I feel like a-

(monster)

Yeah, I'm a-

(monster)

And I-

(monster)

can't see why-

you see, uh,

anything else!

(am I goin' to hell)

(I'm a monster, ahh)

Where's my soul

(I'm a, a, a monster)

Just wanna be whole,

I need parts that fit me,

but it's hard without a core,

my heart's stitched up,

a ship of Theseus, all messed up,

I was all in control,

Don't have an excuse,

Do you happen to have a mind,

I, can, use?

(i think, yet, I'm not free, I,)

(I think, yet, I'm not ready to see. I)

Think, yet I'm not free!

Oh let me breathe!!

I feel like a-

(monster)

Yeah, I'm a-

(monster)

And I-

(monster)

can't see why-

you see, uh,

anything else!

(am I goin' to hell)

(I'm a monster, ahh)

Where's my soul

(I'm a, a, a monster)

Just wanna be whole.