Everything that made me feel alive

Don't hit the same, I can't even lie

The rush is gone, the high don't last

I'm looking for something that ain't in my past

They see me different, think I changed

But I just finally broke the chains

What felt like freedom was a trap

And I ain't never going back

Something shifted, I can feel it

What was normal now reveal it

I ain't who I was before

Can't pretend no more

I'm done being childish

Done chasing what don't fill me

Outgrew what used to thrill me

I'm done being childish

The spark just ain't there no more

And that's what growing's for

Can't go back to who I was

That version's done

Conversations feeling surface now

Laughing at jokes that don't land somehow

Used to lose myself up in this scene

Now I'm checking out, you know what I mean

They still living in the in between

While I'm becoming what I'm meant to be

Don't recognize this life I built

Starting over with no guilt

Something shifted, I can feel it

What was normal now reveal it

I ain't who I was before

Can't pretend no more

I'm done being childish

Done chasing what don't fill me

Outgrew what used to thrill me

I'm done being childish

The spark just ain't there no more

And that's what growing's for

Can't go back to who I was

That version's done

This ain't judgment, this is distance

This ain't better, this is different

What I thought I'd always need

Don't do nothing for me

Not running from where I been

Just running to where I'm going

Everything I'm leaving behind

Is making room for what I'm becoming

(Let it go)

I'm moving on

(Let it go)

I'm growing up

(Let it go)

This what it cost

I'm done being childish

Done chasing what don't fill me

Outgrew what used to thrill me

I'm done being childish

The spark just ain't there no more

And that's what growing's for

Can't go back to who I was

That version's done