Awake to find you here,

Whispering in my ear,

Elusive like a deer,

Maybe I should tayyy kuh what you're so clearly giving away.....

Incubus take me away from this,

make me faaaay muss under yourrrrr weight...

give me everything that I can take!

and a little more....

I'm not a hoar, I am average and a nice person,

But this pressing demanding contributing nothing being taken,

by a beast,

is like a disease in my brain confirming all that I have been,

A worthless servant...

now...

love me....

Good morning, dear...

It's me, grim... the reaper,

I am so glad to meet you,

suffering is noble, and we know you went through more than enough,

last night,

for you dyeeeeeed in the arms of cruel. might.

to an angel, aint chu excited...

take flight, with your glory be united..

I'm sure he'll set you right,

so take fliiiight,

we're headed to heaven...

Heaven's gate.

opens up.

never late.

that's what's up...

CHILD OF GOD I HAVE AN ISSUE,

YOU CAME TO ME UNDER A MISUSE,

the body we gave you you have abused,

so tell me why should we treat you?

Peter oh peeeter I came here from nothing,

I come from a place with pain without bottom,

Tell me to drink poison...

And I'll tell you where to... throw... my body... away....

Child I so hoped to greet you...

But it's clear you have not dealt with the issue...

Come back again when you can and we'll try this again,

no excuses then,

don't be obtuse my friend...

But for now, the devil...

Would like to see you..

when you're finally done falling...

brace yourself it could be alarming...

TIIIIIME...

HAS NO MEANING HERE.

IT'S A WAITING ROOM FOR ALL MY FEARS,

DO THE TIME THE CRIME WILL HEAL,

THAT'S ALL THEY CAN SAY TO ME,

I'VE BEEN HERE FOR ETERNITY...

all alone.

IIIIII'm pressed with depression,

IIIIII'm pressed with depression,

I thought all this time I knew stress,

But came here in hot darkness,

with sulfer around,

I can tell there's something missing...

DEEEEEP DOOOOOWN something is broken in thousands of pieces,

And the feeling of God is departed my being.

I can't stand this for one more moment,

what the hell did I say that was wrong,

I've been abused from day one, no stop.

I didn't think that I deserved to die,

nor to end up this way... alllll....

seemed so far away...

from fault...

I BREEEAK!

I YEEEEEILD!

GIVE ME BACK MY GLORY TONIGHT...

OR I'LL DIE...

break open inside, lay it all out,

sneak into yourself, and banish all doubt...

you were part of a system that feeds,

forced to make inglorious choices from need,

and here in hell you find...

no escape from your mind...

no cold...

no home...

no fire...

no bone...

Just tiiiiiiime to break.

open.

inside...

IT WAS MY FAAAAAAULT..

EVERYTHING I'VE DONE.

THERE WERE REASONS BUT I WAS STILL DRIVING THE TRAIN,

THERE WERE RAILS BUT I DIDN'T RIDE THEM, ALWAYS INSANE,

I GOT TIRED AND LAY DOWN BESIDE ALL MY DEMONS...

TO HAAAAAAAAAATE...

myself...

I...

suddenly I'm free...

floating in space...

look at me now...

hell was only a waiting room,

and soon I will be ready to,

become......

one of the lucky ones....