Do you hear it?

The pulse

That forgot how to believe in mornings?

I kissed eternity in your lungs

You exhaled me like smoke

And called it mercy

I am the architecture of silence now.

Watch me fall

Without screaming.

Your touch was a cathedral

I prayed until my knees bled code

We both knew holiness was a rumor

Yet we sinned like gods too bored to die

Skin like warnings

Love like anesthesia

I fed you my fears

You wore them like diamonds

Tell me—

Do ghosts dream of bodies

Or just the sound of them breaking?

Lover,

I have forgotten how to breathe gently.

Everything inside me chooses violence or devotion.

Sometimes both.

Hold me wrong

Hold me ruined

Hold me like I am not surviving you

I fall upward

I bleed backward

This isn’t goodbye—

It's the glitch before release

My heart is an elevator without a floor.

I keep pressing the same button

Knowing the abyss will answer.

You touched my spine and found a confession

I swallowed the universe for you

and choked on the stars you refused to claim

I was holy until you named me need

I was fire until you kissed the ash

You taught me longing like religion:

kneel,

ache,

repeat.

God watches us drown

And writes poetry about it.

I think that’s the only proof of love.

Tell heaven I’m not coming back.

Tell hell I’m already home.

Hold me wrong

Hold me ruined

I am the luxury of sadness

The velvet bruise beneath devotion

If this is dying

Let it be slow

Let it be beautiful

Let it be mine

Erase my name in soft pixels

Bury my pulse in silk reverb

I am not lost,

I am just… unhumaning.

Let the darkness keep me.

It knows how I like to be held.