끝없이 바뀌는 선택과 욕망을 들여다보다가,

결국 비워져 가는 마음을 담은 몽환적인 곡.-1

A dreamy track about staring into endless choices and desires,

only to slowly feel yourself empty instead of fulfilled.-1

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떠나자!, 가자!

들여다 봐, 들여다 보자

끝없이 변하는, 빛의 파편들 속에

우리가 원하는 자리가 있어

원래의 자리가 아닌,

원하는 자리

조금씩 각도를 틀어

자리를 들여다 보는 거야

끝없이 변하는, 빛의 파편들

빛을 비추어, 변해 가.

그 속에 원하는 게 있어

너가 원했던 건, 나왔었어

너가 바랬던 건, 비춰졌어

얘기, 했던 건, 원하던 것,

그중에서, 하나 였을 뿐이야?

말로 해서 내보냈던 건,

거짓말, 이었던거야?

새로, 계속, 넘어 가

진짜, 바라던 건, 뭐였을까

들여다 보고,돌리고,넘기고

멈칫!,흠칫! 했다가, 다시 보내고

바라 볼 수록, 흐려져만 가

지켜 볼 수록, 옅어져만 가

들여 다 볼 수록, 비워져만 가

볼 수록, 원했던 건 뭐였을까.

……

……

너가 원했던 건, 보였었어

너가 바랬던 건, 채워졌어

얘기, 했던 건, 원하던 것,

그중에서, 하나 였을 뿐이야?

말로 해서, 내보냈던 건,

다, 일부였던거야?

넘길수록, 채워지지 않아

보낼수록, 비춰지지 않아

돌릴수록, 돌아오지 않아

...뭘까...

오히려, 점점 비워져만 가.

점점, 더, 채워지지 않아

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Let’s go,

let’s leave.

Look into it, let’s look closer.

Inside endlessly changing fragments of light,

there is a place we want.

Not the place we were given,

but the place we choose.

We slowly change the angle,

trying to look at that place.

Endlessly shifting shards of light

reflect, and keep transforming.

There is something we want inside.

What you wanted did appear.

What you hoped for was reflected.

The things we talked about,

were they only one of the things we wanted?

The words we let out,

were they a lie?

Again, we move on,

again and again.

What was it we truly wanted?

We look, we turn it, we flip it.

We hesitate, we flinch,

then send it away again.

The more we look, the more it blurs.

The more we watch, the fainter it becomes.

The deeper we look,

the emptier it gets.

The more we see,

what was it we wanted?

……

……

What you wanted was visible.

What you hoped for was filled.

The things we talked about,

were they only one of the things we wanted?

The words we let out,

were they only parts of it?

The more we flip it, the less it fills.

The more we send it away, the less it reflects.

The more we turn it, the less it comes back.

…What is it…

Instead, it keeps emptying out.

More and more,

it never fills.