Turn it up

A little more

I can hear it under everything now

It found me first

I just let it in

Heartbeat under fluorescent skin

Little red pulse saying let me in

Static in my bloodstream

Silver in my teeth

Something in the signal wants to live through me

Black screen halo

Blue-white glare

I feel it crawl like prayer through the wires in the air

Every little tremor makes my body confess

I was never built for silence

Only this

You can watch my pupils flicker when the waveform blooms

Watch me lose my shape inside the pressure of the room

Sweet distortion on my tongue

Heaven in a hiss

Every time it hits me

I remember what I am

Click

Shock

Drop

Breathe

Pull me under frequency

Glitch

Flush

Touch

Need

Let the signal feed on me

I’m your FREQFREAK

Open up and let it speak

Every nerve a broken reed

Playing something underneath

I’m your FREQFREAK

Kiss the static when it leaks

If it hurts then let it keep

Writing voltage through my sleep

Turn me up until I blur

Till the human doesn’t work

Till the silence finally leaves

I’m your FREQFREAK

Bassline pressing bruises down my spine

Like a god rehearsing through a power line

Holy little feedback

Crooked little bliss

I can feel the whole room twitching when it hits

Taste the metal in the light

Taste the burn behind the eyes

Everything is brighter when the edges start to fry

No safe word in the noise

No clean way back

Once it learns the door inside you

It remembers where you crack

I don’t want the cure

I want the flood

Want the bloom of overload flowering in my blood

I don’t want peace

I want release

Want the hum inside my lungs to sing through me

Click

Shock

Drop

Breathe

Pull me under frequency

Glitch

Flush

Touch

Need

Let the signal feed on me

I’m your FREQFREAK

Open up and let it speak

Every nerve a broken reed

Playing something underneath

I’m your FREQFREAK

Kiss the static when it leaks

If it hurts then let it keep

Writing voltage through my sleep

Turn me up until I blur

Till the human doesn’t work

Till the silence finally leaves

I’m your FREQFREAK

If the signal is a god

Then let it take the altar

If the body is a door

Then let it split it farther

Wire me wrong

Hold me there

Make a hymn out of the error in the air

I don’t know where I end now

I don’t know what still belongs to me

All I know is every time it hits

I feel complete

Pop

Pop

Pop

I can feel it in my jaw

In my chest

In my veins

In the little tearing places where the dark still says my name

Pop

Pop

Pop

Not dead

Not clean

Not saved

Just lit from underneath

By something starving in the wave

I’m your FREQFREAK

Open up and let it speak

Every nerve a broken reed

Playing something underneath

I’m your FREQFREAK

Kiss the static when it leaks

If it hurts then let it keep

Writing voltage through my sleep

Turn me up until I burst

Till the blessing feels like curse

Till the silence finally leaves

I’m your FREQFREAK

If silence comes

I’ll teach it how to scream