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[verse 1]:

I'm stuck in my head again

Like always

Crying all alone again

In my head space

I break myself down

Curse my name out loud

When stuff comes back to haunt me

Those thoughts sure are taunting

I'm not a slut, or a whore

But I've had dirty thoughts before

Tied up with my heart on the floor

Just waiting for it to get torn

[chorus]:

I want to do things

That are so impure

I hate myself

Cause these thoughts

Just lure

A side of me none of you seen

A part of my soul that isn't clean

I'll put her on a leash

Unless you wanna peek

[verse 2]:

I hear pop songs

They're all the same

And I've tried to not

Be like them I think

They want sex, they want love

They want drugs never enough

Only half of that is what I crave

Who said that i've never drank

[chorus]:

I want to do things

That are so impure

I hate myself

Cause these thoughts

Just lure

A side of me none of you seen

A part of my soul that isn't clean

I'll put her on a leash

Unless you wanna peek

[bridge]:

I wanna be teased

Wanna feel bliss

God, I'm eighteen

And never been kissed

Is to want it, a sin?

Or am I just pathetic?

[chorus]:

I want to do things

That are so impure

I hate myself

Cause these thoughts

Just lure

A side of me none of you seen

A part of my soul that isn't clean

I'll put her on a leash

Unless you wanna peek

[outro]:

Hate that I'm starting to get impatient

Why was I raised to be a good Christian?