Dedicated to the displaced by war.
dreamy tribal,Country,hard trap,pop punk,slap guitar pop,acid house,150bpm,no mood-based tempo shift, Intro: slap guitar + cracked whisper vocal + detuned analog pad, no soft piano intro, Drums: distorted 808s, trap hi-hats, snapping snares, glitch fills that feel unstable, Bass: deep sub-bass, sidechain with kick, heavy but warm, Guitar: sharp slap rhythms, tremolo walls in verse, overdrive punch in chorus, dreamy washed layers in bridge and final, Piano: cinematic, hard attack but imperfect and slightly detuned in bridge and break, FX: reversed delays, detuned pads, whisper echoes, tape hiss, vinyl crackle, breath left in, short moments of silence, Female vocal: very hard raspy and husky, very hard breathy, very hard strong vibrato, raw, trembling, frantic, whisper-to-explosive, voice must crack, break, tremble, and miss notes, let the voice collapse mid-line, then recover, then shatter again, occasional hints of warmth, like a fragile hand reaching,
Dedicated to the displaced by war.
dreamy tribal,Country,hard trap,pop punk,slap guitar pop,acid house,150bpm,no mood-based tempo shift, Intro: slap guitar + cracked whisper vocal + detuned analog pad, no soft piano intro, Drums: distorted 808s, trap hi-hats, snapping snares, glitch fills that feel unstable, Bass: deep sub-bass, sidechain with kick, heavy but warm, Guitar: sharp slap rhythms, tremolo walls in verse, overdrive punch in chorus, dreamy washed layers in bridge and final, Piano: cinematic, hard attack but imperfect and slightly detuned in bridge and break, FX: reversed delays, detuned pads, whisper echoes, tape hiss, vinyl crackle, breath left in, short moments of silence, Female vocal: very hard raspy and husky, very hard breathy, very hard strong vibrato, raw, trembling, frantic, whisper-to-explosive, voice must crack, break, tremble, and miss notes, let the voice collapse mid-line, then recover, then shatter again, occasional hints of warmth, like a fragile hand reaching,
Lyrics
”I dedicate this to all those who have lost their home and place in the world due to war and conflict”
I just wanted to be kind
To live for someone else
I thought my broken heart
Could still show someone love
But no one ever heard me
So before someone could break me
I chose to disappear
"Was it my fault?" I kept asking
Crushed in silence, left behind
In a world falling apart
You stood up again and again
The pain carved deep
Like cracks in memory
I heard your scream
And I know
Just how much you’ve endured
“No one needs me”
Reaching for help just breaks you more
The silence speaks
And it never lies
A voice I can’t say
A pain that no one hears
You start to numb
You start to fade
Falling with no one noticing
In a world that’s broken
Your heart begins
To.......your body
No anger, no sadness, no hope
My heart dissolves into nothing
Every day, I wished to vanish
And the ghost inside
Whispers I have no worth
"I’m so tired of existing..."
"Please, don’t look at me..."
"I’m fading..."
“Don’t let them find me”
It’s not “I want to ......”
It’s just “I want to disappear”
In this broken world
Your heart begins
To ...... your body
“Why is it only me?”
Pain doesn’t end in a second
It leaves shadows that never fade
No one sees the pain with no words
Even truth
Can tear someone apart
I just want to stop existing
"I was never real..."
"I wanted someone to see me..."
"But maybe... maybe I’m better off gone..."
Silence is an accomplice
I’ll set fire to the voiceless
We were erased before we began
Never proven, never seen
But still
I wanted someone to notice
And if someone’s going to break me
Let me be the one
To end......
戦争や紛争によって、家や居場所を失った全ての人々に、この曲を捧げます。
”誰にも届かない痛み”
私はただ優しくありたかった
誰かのために生きたかった
壊れた心でも
誰かに愛を見せられると思っていた
けれど誰にも届かなかった
だから誰かに壊される前に——
私は消えることを選んだ
「私のせいだったの？」と問い続けながら
沈黙に押し潰され、置き去りにされ
崩れゆく世界の中で
あなたは何度も立ち上がった
痛みは深く刻まれ
記憶のひび割れのように
あなたの叫びを聞いた
そして知っている
あなたがどれだけ耐えてきたかを
「誰も私を必要としていない」
助けを求めれば求めるほど壊れていく
沈黙が語る
それは決して嘘をつかない
言えない声
誰にも届かない痛み
麻痺し始め
薄れていく
誰にも気づかれず落ちていく
壊れた世界の中で
あなたの心が
あなたの身体を蝕み始める
怒りも、悲しみも、希望もない
私の心は何もないものに溶けていく
毎日、消えたいと願っていた
そして内なる幽霊が囁く
「あなたには価値がない」と
「存在することに疲れた……」
「どうか見ないで……」
「私は消えていく……」
「見つからないようにして」
「死にたい」じゃない
ただ「消えたい」だけ
この壊れた世界で
あなたの心が
あなたの身体を蝕み始める
「なぜ私だけ？」
痛みは一瞬で終わらない
消えない影を残していく
言葉のない痛みは誰にも見えない
真実でさえ
誰かを引き裂くことがある
ただ存在を止めたいだけ
「私は最初から存在しなかった……」
「誰かに見てほしかった……」
「でもたぶん……消えた方がいいのかもしれない……」
沈黙は共犯者
私は声なきものに火をつける
私たちは始まる前に消されていた
証明されず、見られることもなく
それでも——
誰かに気づいてほしかった
そしてもし誰かが私を壊すのなら
壊すのは私自身でありたい