みているの
A melancholic yet rhythmically intricate Vocaloid track featuring a feminine, emotionally processed voice. The atmosphere blends dark, experimental house with digital melancholy, evoking artists like Kikuo’s haunting surrealism and Porter Robinson’s “Ghost Voices” introspection. The arrangement opens with sparse reverb-heavy pads and glassy synth arpeggios, evolving into a textured groove of sidechained sub-bass, modulated hi-hats, and ghostly vocal chops. The verses feel confined and intimate, contrasted by choruses that swell with spectral ambience and granular delay tails. Vocal treatment emphasizes glitch artifacts, pitch-shifted harmonics, and airy autotune drift, creating an uncanny emotional space that feels both human and machine. The overall production leans into emotional distortion, with spectral layering, vinyl crackle, and decaying reverb tails enhancing the song’s bittersweet decay.
みているの
A melancholic yet rhythmically intricate Vocaloid track featuring a feminine, emotionally processed voice. The atmosphere blends dark, experimental house with digital melancholy, evoking artists like Kikuo’s haunting surrealism and Porter Robinson’s “Ghost Voices” introspection. The arrangement opens with sparse reverb-heavy pads and glassy synth arpeggios, evolving into a textured groove of sidechained sub-bass, modulated hi-hats, and ghostly vocal chops. The verses feel confined and intimate, contrasted by choruses that swell with spectral ambience and granular delay tails. Vocal treatment emphasizes glitch artifacts, pitch-shifted harmonics, and airy autotune drift, creating an uncanny emotional space that feels both human and machine. The overall production leans into emotional distortion, with spectral layering, vinyl crackle, and decaying reverb tails enhancing the song’s bittersweet decay.
Lyrics
English below👇
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知りたいんだ あんたのルーティン
日々の生活 覗いてもいいのかい
君に渡した 猫のぬいぐるみ
部屋の真ん中に 置いてほしいんだ
不安 不安 あなたが健やかで
いられんなら いいでしょ
「大丈夫」なんて そんな
言葉 信じらんないからさ
あなたの 一切合切（いっさいがっさい）
教えてくれないか
私の 気持ちわるい わるい歌でも
聴いてくれんなら この歌に乗せて
吐き出したい 大切な想いも
全部 全部 いつまでも
この関係 続けたいんだって
不安 不安 解消したいんだ 私が
居なくなれば それでいいんでしょ
「元気でね」なんて そんな
言葉 いらないからさ
私の 一切合切
受け入れてくれないか
執着 執着
あなたのすべてに
醜悪 醜悪
跳ねつけられた心で
あなたが 気持ちわるい わるい歌に
合わせて歌ってくれるんなら
この歌に乗せて 恨みつらみも
全部 全部 吐き出したいんだ
全部 吐き出したいんだ
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Verse 1
I just wanna know your routine
Can I peek into your everyday scene?
That cat plush I gave to you, you see
Would you place it in the room, just for me?
Pre-Chorus
Anxiety, anxiety — if you’re doing fine
That’s enough, I’ll draw the line
“Don’t worry” — yeah, I’ve heard that lie
Can’t believe those words this time
Tell me every single part
Every piece inside your heart
Chorus
Even if my weird, pathetic song
Is all that I can sing along
If you’ll listen close, I’ll let it through
These feelings I’ve been hiding too
All of it, all of it, endlessly
I just want this bond to be
Verse 2
Anxiety, anxiety — I wanna make it fade
If I disappear, would that be okay?
“Take care” — don’t say that word
It only makes it all absurd
Take in every piece of me
All I am, completely
Bridge
Obsession, obsession
With every part of your reflection
Depraved, deranged,
My heart’s been estranged
Final Chorus
If you’d sing this ugly song with me
Just hum along, in dissonant key
All the grudges, all the pain
Let me pour them out again
Every thought I’ve tried to hide
Every wound I’ve kept inside