Forbidden Love
This slow, dark fantasy fuses chiptune metal and classic vocaloid with bitcrushed synths, manic punk/breakbeat drums, abrupt silences, fake-outs, and feverish returns. Words morph into melody, rhythm, and percussion—colliding with glitch FX, industrial/jazz/rock eruptions. Marching snare, off-kilter hi-hats, and violent staccato accents drive the manic energy. Melodic, never-settled bass, jangly guitars shifting from eerie clean to distorted chaos, pianos with clustered chords and sliding runs, occasional panic-brass or woodwinds bringing urban dread. SFX—crowds, static, door creaks, bleeps—add organic horror. No smoothness; every section collides. Choruses pulse as mantra-like heartbeats.
Forbidden Love
This slow, dark fantasy fuses chiptune metal and classic vocaloid with bitcrushed synths, manic punk/breakbeat drums, abrupt silences, fake-outs, and feverish returns. Words morph into melody, rhythm, and percussion—colliding with glitch FX, industrial/jazz/rock eruptions. Marching snare, off-kilter hi-hats, and violent staccato accents drive the manic energy. Melodic, never-settled bass, jangly guitars shifting from eerie clean to distorted chaos, pianos with clustered chords and sliding runs, occasional panic-brass or woodwinds bringing urban dread. SFX—crowds, static, door creaks, bleeps—add organic horror. No smoothness; every section collides. Choruses pulse as mantra-like heartbeats.
Lyrics
幸福も痛みも曖昧
眠れぬ夜を噛み砕く
呑み込む 嘔吐 繰り返し
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A broken thermometer—measured with my tongue
Happiness and pain both blur
I chew through sleepless nights
Swallow—retch—repeat
「君と混ざりたい」
溶けるような幻覚
歪んだ窓に映った
僕は僕じゃない
流し込む青い液体
冷え切った脈 震える手
名前のない絶望
脳内で花が咲いた
焼け焦げる幸福
繋がれた鎖 （許されない願い）
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“I want to mix with you”
A hallucination that melts
Reflected in a warped window
I’m not myself
Swallowing down blue liquid
Frozen pulse, trembling hands
Nameless despair
Flowers bloom in my brain
Happiness burned black
Chained together—(forbidden wish)
（ドク…ドク…ドク…ドク…）
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(thump… thump… thump… thump…)
吐き出せない言葉 脈打つ幻
粉々になった感情を口移し
もう誰でもいい この世界
愛も憎しみも麻痺して
ああ 掻き毟る衝動
血走る目で夢を嗅ぐ
夜のしじまに溶けて
君を噛み砕きたい
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Words I can’t spit out—pulsing visions
Mouth-to-mouth, shattered feelings
Anyone’ll do, just for tonight
Love and hate both numb
Scratching at this urge
I sniff dreams with bloodshot eyes
Melt into the midnight
I want to tear you apart
痛い 痛い 痛い
静寂の裏で
誰かの声が滲む
「だいじょうぶ」
壊して
壊して
壊して
毒が足りない
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It hurts—it hurts—it hurts
Behind the silence
Someone’s voice bleeds through
“It’s okay”
Break it
Break it
Break it
Not enough poison
指先が溶けていく
消えない震え
口元に絡まる
見えない手
赤い月が昇るたび
夜を裂いて
微熱で目が覚めた
君は消えた
「置いていかないで」
幻聴にしがみついて
朝が怖い
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Fingertips melting away
Tremor that won’t leave
Invisible hands twisting my lips
Every time the red moon rises
I tear through the night
Fever snaps me awake
You disappeared
“Don’t leave me behind”
Clinging to phantom voices
Terrified of dawn
まやかしの優しさ
舌先だけの約束
冷たい床に散らばった
使い捨ての愛
過剰摂取の孤独
余韻で脳を濡らして
「これで最後」
嘘だよ
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Fake kindness
Promises made by the tip of the tongue
Disposable love scattered on a cold floor
Overdose of loneliness
Brain soaked in aftertaste
“This is the last time”
That’s a lie
許してほしかった
信じたかった
壊れた世界で
僕は僕を棄てたかった
名前も夢も溶けていく
粉雪みたいに舌で溶かして
崩れた唄 流れる血
美しい絶望を吸い込んで
一度でいい 消えたいと願った
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I just wanted forgiveness
Just wanted to believe
In this broken world
I just wanted to throw myself away
Name and dreams both dissolve
Melt on my tongue like snow
Shattered song, running blood
Inhale this beautiful despair
Just once, I wished to disappear