(Yeah…)

Can’t tell if I’m floatin’ or fallin’ again.

Every thought loud like a big gulp a' gin.

Silence got teeth, it bite when I grin.

I been fightin’ my mind like it’s next of kin.

Every day feel the same grey tone,

Scroll too long, get lost in the phone.

Tryna find peace but it don’t hit home,

Whole damn world got a heart of stone.

Therapy talk sound calm but hollow,

Say “it gets better,” I say “maybe tomorrow.”

Voices in the wall say, “borrow the sorrow,”

I just laugh low, pour pain like it’s borrowed.

Dreams feel fake, I can’t wake right,

Night got claws and they love that fight.

Smile in the mirror like, “you all right?”

Lie so soft it almost sound polite.

Everybody postin’ like they fine online,

But their eyes still shake like a neon sign.

I got hope somewhere — deep design,

But it fade in smoke when I close my mind.

Don’t fade me when the light go thin,

I’m right here, tryna find my skin.

If peace don’t come, I’ll make my own,

Breathe it in till it feels like home.

Been tryna talk but the words don’t fit,

Tongue too tired, mind too split.

Pills on the counter like poker chips,

Play my odds on a night like this.

Friends all fade when the vibe turn slow,

Hard to reach out when the heart say “no.”

Still, I text back just to prove I can,

Half ghost, half flesh, half of a man.

Every scar got a story I won’t retell,

Every win feel like it fell.

Still I rise — not holy, just hell.

Don’t fade me when the light go thin,

I’m right here, tryna find my skin.

If peace don’t come, I’ll make my own,

Breathe it in till it feels like home.

Yeah… not every shadow means the sun’s gone down.

Sometimes the dark just helps you see what’s around.

I ain’t fixed, but I’m still found —

Still walkin’ this hollow ground.