Yeah… yeah, yeah

I think I lost it

Again

Uh, look

I been goin’ insane, I can’t feel my brain

Told me you would stay, then you walked away

Pop a pill, then fade, floatin' through the rain

Demons in my head, and they all know my name

I been goin’ insane, mixin’ love with pain

Tryna ride this wave, but I crash again

Said I’d be okay, that was just pretend

Can’t tell who’s real, not even my friends

Love’s like a drug, and I took too much

Now my heart beat slow, but the pain speed up

I don’t even know what I’m runnin’ from

Probably you, probably truth, probably both of us

Yeah, heartbreak hotel, I got a room for two

But you ghosted me, now it’s just me and the view

Of the ceiling fan, I been starin’ at it

Feelin’ like I’m dyin’, but I still won’t panic

I just smile when it’s breakin’ me

Don’t call back if you ain’t savin’ me

I been lost like 80 weeks

Still hear your voice when I’m off these beans

I been goin’ insane, I can’t feel my brain

Told me you would stay, then you walked away

Pop a pill, then fade, floatin' through the rain

Demons in my head, and they all know my name

I been goin’ insane, mixin’ love with pain

Tryna ride this wave, but I crash again

Said I’d be okay, that was just pretend

Can’t tell who’s real, not even my friends

Uh, I just bought a Wraith, but I still feel low

Put it in sport, but I can't let go

Of everything we had, every text, every laugh

Now it's bottles on the dash and a heart full of cracks

Tell my fans I'm fine, but I’m barely here

Put a smile on stage, then I disappear

She said, “You changed,” nah, I just grew

Now the pain in my chest got a better view

Got a new girl, but I still see you

Even in the dark, yeah, the past bleeds through

Money on the floor, meds on the sink

Staring at the mirror like, “What do you think?”

I'm not okay, but I lie like it's easy

Nobody really gets me, they just need me

Sippin’ on poison, hope it frees me

You said you’d ride, but you left when it got too deep

I been goin’ insane, I can’t feel my brain

Told me you would stay, then you walked away

Pop a pill, then fade, floatin' through the rain

Demons in my head, and they all know my name

I been goin’ insane, mixin’ love with pain

Tryna ride this wave, but I crash again

Said I’d be okay, that was just pretend

Can’t tell who’s real, not even my friends