nah

not yet

i thought i was finna today but

that loop was jus on

i ain’t even hear it

like i heard it but i wasn’t

nah...

pulled up the laptop

opened the shit

sat there

thinkin "maybe"

deleted what i ain’t even type yet

...shit crazy

ion even know if i wanna write right now

but i do

but not this second

but i ain’t doin nothin else

so i might as well

but i ain’t

and jus wait...

waitin feels like a chore

was gon say somethin bout last week

but that ain’t matter no more

plus

i said that already i think

too many times maybe

mane

nah im sure i did

i typed "back in the day" and was like

nah fuck dis

that sound like sumn a uncle would say

and i ain’t one

so i backspaced

then i jus

looked round

my hand still on the mouse

but i ain’t clickin nothin

i jus

be scrollin

like the words gon be under one of these buttons

i don’t even got a plan

i jus be tryna

yea....

this shit dry

ion like sayin that

but it is

this the part where folks go “just be patient”

but that ain’t helpin

never did

i tried a bar

it rhymed

i hated it

felt too

you know

too much “bar” not enough “me”

i don’t got nun deep to say

not right now

jus tired

not sleep tired tho

like

jus

yea....

and the beat still playin

i ain’t stop it

but it ain’t pushin me neither

jus runnin

like

ion even care if i use it no more

and i ain’t wrote shit.....