lyrics; me.

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i've stayed my hand for the last time

with your words written across my neck

in gold and blood oh such fine design

only offers oaths in tongues we neglect

it's a walk in the park

it is until it's not

you love in the dark

you've made me a narc

prepared for the end

i smoke a cigarette

turn a fiend, turn a friend

no, this time i can't forget

could i ever be

the kingdom i offered

you've crippled yourself

three times more often

so sick (so sick); feel it build to a fever

pray quick; what a worrisome creature

maybe i've been crying over nothing

maybe just the end of the world

too frightened of what i'm becoming

reaffirmed by all i yearn and bore

seized up in the moment (left in sleep)

like a hand grip on my windpipe (kept unaware)

seized up in the moment (left in sleep)

like a hand grip on my windpipe (kept unaware)

prepared for the end

i smoke a cigarette

turn a fiend, turn a friend

no, this time i can't forget

could i ever be

the kingdom i offered

you've crippled yourself

three times more often

you were all of it, all i ever wanted

forgotten phrase caught in my throat

cut into the walls raw and bonded

and kept from sound born into host

next to me, you descend from me

lie to me, pretend to be

next to me, you descend from me

lie to me, pretend to be

here.

could i ever be

the kingdom i offered

you've crippled yourself

three times more often

so sick (so sick); feel it build to a fever

pray quick; what a worrisome creature