Miserable
Aggressive dubstep track driven by pounding sub-bass, jagged synth leads, and hyperkinetic drum patterns. Sections feature heavy v-coder processed vocals that punctuate the drops, while atmospheric pads and sci-fi FX evoke a cosmic vibe in breakdowns, creating dynamic tension.
Miserable
Aggressive dubstep track driven by pounding sub-bass, jagged synth leads, and hyperkinetic drum patterns. Sections feature heavy v-coder processed vocals that punctuate the drops, while atmospheric pads and sci-fi FX evoke a cosmic vibe in breakdowns, creating dynamic tension.
Lyrics
Intro – spoken
Yeah…
don’t get too close.
Verse 1
I’m great at ruining decent days
Got a talent for pushing good things away
If there’s a wrong move, I’ll find it fast
Put my name on the footnote of my past
Smile like I mean it, hide what I know
Still mess it up in front of everyone though
I don’t need enemies, I do enough
Keeping myself permanently stuck
Hook
They say “relax, you’re too hard on yourself”
Cool, tell that to the voice in my head
I try to change, I just change the subject
Same mess, different month, different regret
DROP 1
don’t mind me, i’m just a miserable fuck up
professional at screwing it up, yeah I’m stuck
wave as I sink, I don’t need the backup
don’t mind me, i’m just a miserable fuck up
don’t mind me, i’m just a miserable fuck up
Verse 2
I ghost my goals like they did me first
Make jokes about it so it doesn’t hurt
Got dreams in storage, dust on the lid
Tell myself “tomorrow” like that fixes it
I wear self-sabotage like it’s fashion
Call it “character,” call it a bad habit
If hope calls me, I let it ring
Good things show up late and leave me early
Hook
Maybe I’m tired of trying to grow
Maybe I don’t know who I’d be if I did
So I sit in the mess that I already know
Call it comfort, call it living with it
DROP 2
don’t mind me, i’m just a miserable fuck up
professional at screwing it up, yeah I’m stuck
wave as I sink, I don’t need the backup
don’t mind me, i’m just a miserable fuck up
Bridge
If I’m honest, I don’t hate myself
I just don’t know how to be someone else
So I laugh it off, play it dumb
Act like this is how I wanted to become
FINAL DROP
don’t mind me, i’m just a miserable fuck up
professional at screwing it up, yeah I’m stuck
wave as I sink, I don’t need the backup
don’t mind me, i’m just a miserable fuck up
Outro
don’t mind me, i’m just a miserable fuck up
say it like a joke till I start to believe it
don’t mind me…