š¤Dear Diaryš¤
Dark Bubblegum Pop x Alt Pop fusion, jumpy mysterious melody, creepy-cute aesthetic, glitchy trap beats, chaotic layered vocals, mystical lo-fi textures, distorted music box intro, catchy and theatrical, emotionally unstable energy, echoing whispers, chopped vocal samples, playful madness, experimental structure, heartbeat pulsing
š¤Dear Diaryš¤
Dark Bubblegum Pop x Alt Pop fusion, jumpy mysterious melody, creepy-cute aesthetic, glitchy trap beats, chaotic layered vocals, mystical lo-fi textures, distorted music box intro, catchy and theatrical, emotionally unstable energy, echoing whispers, chopped vocal samples, playful madness, experimental structure, heartbeat pulsing
Lyrics
Intro
Dear diaryā¦
If you read this, donāt turn the pageā¦
Verse 1
Thereās a hallway in my head I donāt walk down
Lights flickerā¦ I pretend not to see
Ink drips from my dead fingers
ā¦Oh wait
Iām still alive
Still aliveā¦ still aliveā¦
Pre-Chorus
I stitched a smile on my shadowās face
It laughed like it knew the truth
Who said secrets gotta be sane?
Not me.
Not them.
Not again.
Chorus
La la la I broke my brain,
and stitched it up with bubblegum
Told the voices "not today,"
but one of them still humsā¦
Dear diary, do you hear it too?
(hear it tooā¦.)
Or is it just the static in my head?
Sound Break
Di-di-dearā¦ dia-dia-diaryā¦
Verse 2
The ink bleeds thoughts I didnāt write
Or maybe I did and just forgot
I lock the door and count to ten
The mirror moves
But I do not
Bridge
Sometimes I wonder whoās holding the pen
Sometimes I wonder if I even exist
Sometimes I wonderā¦
why Iām still writing this
Final Chorus
La la la I broke my brain,
the stitches came undone
Spoke to shadows in the rain,
they told me Iām the wrong one
Dear diary, am I making this up?
Whispered Female Vocals
wake upā¦ wake upā¦
ā
Or is this just the part where I forget?
Sound Break
Outro
Dearā¦ dearā¦ die... ah...
Snap.
I wasnāt supposed to tell you that.