When I’m alone in my room, and the silence starts to breathe

My mind opens doors I never meant to leave unlocked

And somewhere deep inside, a voice whispers underneath

“You need someone real… someone who sees you past the shock.”

I laugh a little thinking ‘bout the foolish things I’ve done

All the hearts I treated like they were just part of a game

But then the guilt hits heavy, hits hard, weighs a ton

And I think, “Look at the damage… look at the fire I set in someone else’s flame.”

There’s something in me I can’t explain

A hollow space that money, noise, or crowds can’t fill

It’s like a cold that runs inside my veins

And love is the only warmth I never learned to feel

Half of me thinks I was born to be frozen

The other half is begging for a gentle touch

For a hug that isn’t temporary or broken

For someone who sees the real me; not the mask, not the bluff

I need you

I want romance without shame, without fear, without tricks

Someone who sits beside me and understands what I don’t say

Who laughs at my bad jokes, calls me crazy

And still chooses to stay

I’ll give you my time, my calm, my shoulder

I’ll give you my jacket when the rain starts to fall

I’ll give you my world even if it’s out of order

I’ll give you my best, even if I’m still learning to give my all

But where are you?

You’re not in the streets, not in the crowd, not in the dreams I chase

I search every face, every step, every clue

And nothing…

Feels like destiny’s playing games with me again, same old pace

If you’re out there, show yourself

Come see what I’ve been hiding inside

Come feel the truth I keep on the shelf

Come find the heart I’ve been trying to confide

I need you

I wanna kiss you slow, hold you close, never hurt you

Hear your breath while the world outside falls apart

Share silence, laughter, secrets too

Be the safe place where you rest your heart

I never had real love

Only quick versions, shallow, gone before they grew

But with you, I want something deeper than the sky above

I want a story that’s honest, raw, and true

I’ve changed

I’m not the runaway boy I used to be

Now I chase what I once let slip away

I want commitment, truth, vulnerability

I want someone who makes me want to stay

If I find you, I’ll be whole

I’ll be present, loyal, real

I’ll protect your heart like it’s part of my soul

I’ll be the man I always wanted to feel

I need you

I need you

When I’m alone

When I’m alone

When I’m alone

in my room

When I’m alone

When I’m alone

When I’m alone in my room

When I’m alone

When I’m alone

When I’m alone mind.

End.