I wonder what Ash tastes like?

I bet she's sweet, like sugar, like heaven

But burns like a sermon, tongue-tied and seven

Deadly sins in a cherry gloss weapon

She walks like a requiem, slow-motion sin

Eyes like a funeral, pulling me in

I kissed her shadow, it tasted like smoke

Now I'm coughing up halos and half-spoken hope

She’s the kind you don’t touch, just dream

A velvet scream in a kerosene stream

I reach, I bleed, I beg, I choke

She’s the kind that turns love into smoke

I wonder what Ash tastes like?

I bet she’s sweet, like sugar, like heaven

But I know she’s laced with venom

Kisses that kill, prayers I can’t send 'em

I wonder what Ash tastes like?

Like fire wrapped in satin skin

She’s the end and the origin

I’d burn just to breathe her in

She left lipstick on my last rites

Told me love’s just a war in white tights

She’s a ghost in designer chains

With a laugh that rewrites my pain

I tried to forget, but she’s etched in my spit

Every lyric I write, she’s the venom in it

Ash ain’t a girl, she’s a myth I made

And I’d die just to taste her shade

Ash isn’t a name, she’s a warning

A hunger dressed up like mourning

She’s the echo in my blood

The reason I never feel clean

She’s the taste I chase

Even when it turns me obscene

I wonder what Ash tastes like?

I bet she’s sweet, like sugar, like heaven

But she’s the kind you don’t survive

She’s the flame that keeps you alive

I wonder what Ash tastes like?

Like truth dipped in gasoline

She’s the dream I’ll never leave

Even if it means I bleed