Verse 1

Neon bleeding through the cracks again,

I call it silence, you call it “then.”

I don’t ask what this is anymore,

labels rot on the bedroom floor.

Your hands move like they know my shape,

my heart learned how to dissociate.

I’m not falling, I’m not brave,

I just got good at staying the same.

Pre-Chorus

Don’t say my name like it’s a prayer,

you don’t believe in what’s in here.

If this is love, it missed the mark—

this just glows a little too dark.

Chorus

This isn’t love, don’t dress it up,

it doesn’t bleed, it doesn’t stop.

Still I stay, I bite my tongue,

spin in circles just for fun.

Call it a glitch, call me wrong,

I’ve been humming to this song.

This isn’t love, I know it’s not—

but I’m still here, so what.

Verse 2

Music-box lies in perfect time,

rewind, rewind, like it’s a crime.

Your shadow fits me better now,

light asks questions I don’t know how.

I don’t dream, I don’t escape,

I decorate the empty space.

If I leave, who wins the game?

So I stay and glitch my name.

Pre-Chorus 2

Don’t pull me close like you care,

I know exactly what we aren’t.

If this is love, it wants me whole—

you just like the parts you hold.

Chorus

This isn’t love, don’t dress it up,

it tastes like sugar, hits like rust.

Still I stay, still I spin,

soft disaster under skin.

Call it comfort, call it fear,

I stopped asking why I’m here.

This isn’t love, I know it’s not—

but I’m still here, so what.

Bridge

Let it buzz, let it sting,

broken wings still do their thing.

I don’t need a clean escape,

I like the mess this makes.

If I’m stuck, don’t save me now,

this gravity feels honest somehow.

Final Chorus

This isn’t love, say it loud,

love would never stay this proud.

Still I stay, still I breathe,

in-between what’s left of me.

If this is wrong, let it rot,

I don’t need a perfect plot.

This isn’t love—and yet, somehow,

this is where I’m at now.