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Ella © 2025

@ethereal_chaoscore

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[verse 1]:

Trying to calm down

Trying to breathe

But I feel the tears drop

I know what's coming

Hot stream down my cheek

I can't make it stop

Does that make me a freak?

Like Jill about to... (Pop!)

[bridge]:

I can't calm down (I don't know how)

Like Alice now (in tears I'll drown)

[chorus]:

I have lost all control

Emotions bleed from my soul

I just want to be a ghost

Pretend like I'm invisible

Want to stop being a cry baby

But I doubt anyone can save me

(I'm just a cry baby, how crazy)

(la-la, lala, la, la, la-la, lala, la, la)

[verse 2]:

Want to throw a tantrum

Like a freaking child

I can't hide what I feel

Want me to fake a smile?

I can try, but I won't lie

It's hard, I might lose my freaking mind

I can't curse, i'd just make it worse

I can't show my hurt, the world's a blur

All I can do is scream and shout

I just want to whine and pout

I'm so immature for my age

Why didn't I write this as Baby?

[bridge]:

I can't calm down (I don't know how)

Like Alice now (in tears I'll drown)

[chorus]:

I have lost all control

Emotions bleed from my soul

I just want to be a ghost

Pretend like I'm invisible

Want to stop being a cry baby

But I doubt anyone can save me

(I'm just a cry baby, how crazy)

(la-la, lala, la, la, la-la, lala, la, la)

I have lost all control

Emotions bleed from my soul

I just want to be a ghost

Pretend like I'm invisible

Want to stop being a cry baby

But I doubt anyone can save me

(I'm just a cry baby, how crazy)

(la-la, lala, la, la, la-la, lala, la, la)

[outro- echos ominously]:

(I'm just a cry baby, how crazy)

(la-la, lala, la, la, la-la, lala, la, la)

(I'm just a cry baby, how crazy)

(la-la, lala, la, la, la-la, lala, la, la)