Feeling Pain (Original Version) - by GVG.Creations
psychedelic, ambient, pop, irrational, emotional, techno, electronic, high, dreamy, nostalgic, male vocals, man voice, involving sound, bass, special effects, steady beat, experimental, atmospheric vibe, realization, pain
Feeling Pain (Original Version) - by GVG.Creations
psychedelic, ambient, pop, irrational, emotional, techno, electronic, high, dreamy, nostalgic, male vocals, man voice, involving sound, bass, special effects, steady beat, experimental, atmospheric vibe, realization, pain
Lyrics
Verse
How full the sound of your hand.
Hitting the back of my arm.
I must not understand.
What of me you demand.
Verse
In silence I wait, for a "young man".
Followed by somethin' better than reprimand.
Father, I'm only eleven.
But I am your biggest fan.
Pre-chorus
Standing in the wet, cold, mud.
Legs shaking, freezing, getting dark.
Chorus
Even though my body cries, there's no way I would complain.
And you keep on terrorizing, then I fall in hay again.
Every day it's the same.
I just sit with the shame.
Nothing good ever came.
And I stopped feeling pain.
Instrumental
(Oh, oh, oh)
Verse
Another day working the field.
"If you work hard we'll spend some time, together"
I fake a smile, both you and I, insincere.
You won't bother and I will fall to the ground, like a feather.
Verse
You got drunk, no more sun.
You have fun, pointing at me with your gun.
You're not done, and I don't run.
You laugh and then you're gone.
Impasse
And I stay here alone, just your son.
You only got one, your eternal companion.
Pre-chorus
Standing in the wet, cold, mud.
Legs shaking, freezing, getting dark.
Chorus
Even though my body cries, there's no way I would complain.
And you keep on terrorizing, then I fall in hay again.
Every day it's the same.
I just sit with the shame.
Nothing good ever came.
And I stopped feeling pain.
Bridge
And am I that hard to love?
With you I spend my days.
In the cold, wearing no gloves.
Not a gaze, not a phrase, not a little bit of praise.
And still I continue.
Hoping you'll feel something new.
Your acceptance I pursue.
Do you see my value? Any virtue?
Chorus
Even though my body cries, there's no way I would complain.
And you keep on terrorizing, then I fall in hay again.
Every day it's the same.
I just sit with the shame.
Nothing good ever came.
And I stopped feeling pain.
Chorus
Even though my body cries, there's no way I would complain.
And you keep on terrorizing, then I fall in hay again.
Every day it's the same.
I just sit with the shame.
Nothing good ever came.
And I stopped feeling pain.
Intermission
You can take me, and you can break me.
You can hurt me and hit me bad.
You can laugh at me for loving you blindly.
But to me, you're still my dad.
Chorus
Even though my body cries, there's no way I would complain.
And you keep on terrorizing, then I fall in hay again.
Every day it's the same.
I just sit with the shame.
Nothing good ever came.
And I stopped feeling pain.
Instrumental
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh, oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh, oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
Instrumental
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh, oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
Chorus
Even though my body cries, there's no way I would complain.
And you keep on terrorizing, then I fall in hay again.
Every day it's the same.
I just sit with the shame.
Nothing good ever came.
And I stopped feeling pain.
Instrumental
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh, oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
(Da-ra, ra-ra-ra)
(Da-ra, ra-ra)
(Da-ra, ra-ra-ra, da, da, da-ra)
(Da-ra, ra-ra)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh, oh-oh)
(Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh)