Holdin' it in

The weight’s pullin’ me down again

I want you to reach out, but you just turn away

Guess we’ll leave it where it lays

Nothing to say

When silence is the price I pay

Seems you’re slipping through my hands

And I’m left here alone to stand

In this heart, it’s just void

You know it’s not the same as before

In this heart, it’s just void

You know it’s not the same as before

As before, as before

You know it’s not the same

The phone’s ringing loud

But I can’t seem to find a way out

Staring at the walls, feeling cold and numb

I wonder where you’ve gone

I send a message, but you don’t reply

Guess you’ve left me behind

Like a memory that’s already died

In this heart, it’s just void

You know it’s not the same as before

In this heart, it’s just void

You know it’s not the same as before

As before, as before

You know it’s not the same

Close the blinds, cut the light, can’t face what I’ve become

Don’t wanna talk about the things I’ve done

Leave this place, bury the pain, don’t need someone to run

Don’t wanna talk about the damage done

As before

You know it’s not the same as before

As before, as before

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【𝐌𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 "𝐀𝐬 𝐈𝐭 𝐖𝐚𝐬" 𝐛𝐲 𝐇𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐒𝐭𝐲𝐥𝐞𝐬】