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All this time I kept believing

You were more than just a fleeting dream

Built a home inside a glass illusion

But glass can’t hold the weight of me

Now I’m standing in the ruins

Of the lies you used to say

You were sunshine in my winter

But you just walked away

Do you even care to see

What your silence did to me?

Now I’m out here in the cold

And I’m breaking on my own

While you sleep so safe inside

I’m crying on this frozen night

If you only knew the cost

Of the love you never lost

You would never leave me

Out here all alone

I gave everything so freely

You just watched me bleed and fade

Told myself it had some meaning

But love should never feel this way

Every promise now feels empty

Every echo sounds like blame

You keep dancing in your story

But I’m the one who stayed

Do you feel a single thing

When you hear my silence scream?

Now I’m out here in the cold

And I’m breaking on my own

While you sleep so safe inside

I’m crying on this frozen night

If you only knew the cost

Of the love you never lost

You would never leave me

Out here all alone

Father, hear me when I pray

Give me strength to walk away

From the fantasy I chased

To the truth I face today

Now I’m stronger in the cold

I’ve stopped waiting at your door

Let the night wind heal my skin

I won’t beg for love again

If you ever feel the frost

Of a love you let get lost

Just remember what you made

When you left me there

Alone

All my life I kept on waiting

For someone to come and save me

But now I know

That someone’s me

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