(Intro)

(Verse 1)

I organize my playlists,

Color-code my thoughts.

Even dreams have deadlines

Sleeping feels like loss.

I double-check my heartbeat,

Watch the way I breathe.

Every mirror feels like judgement,

Dressed to impress…

(stress… stress… stress…)

(Pre-Chorus)

It’s a full-time job being flawless,

Clock in, clock out, still lawless.

If messy’s a crime,

Then I’m passing the test.

It’s a full-time job staying spotless.

(Chorus)

I’m a pixel-polishing, deadline demolishing,

Queen of the checklist - crown kinda rusting.

I’m spiraling in style…

With a curated smile…

But maybe - just maybe

It’s okay

to not feel okay

for a while.

(It’s okay not to feel okay… for a while…)

(Verse 2)

Got an app to lift me up,

One more for my doubt.

If life’s a group project,

I’m carrying us out.

I baked the cake, but didn’t taste it,

Took the shot, then second-guessed it.

Perfection’s kinda hot…

Until you’re too burned out…

(Pre-Chorus)

Every flaw gets covered up,

Even sleep gets scheduled tight.

But who’s the boss

If I’m always on watch?

(Chorus)

I’m a symmetry-hunting, flaw-fixing,

Goddess of control

Damn it’s so exhausting…

Yeah, I’m killing it - lowkey,

But who’s saving me?

‘Cause maybe

just maybe

I don’t need

to be perfect

to feel free… (to feel free)

(Bridge)

Here’s to the typo,

To dust on the floor,

To burnt-toast mornings

That still leave me wanting more.

I’ll rewrite the rulebook,

Let the chaos run free

Even masterpieces

Have drafts… just like me.

(Chorus)

I was pixel-polishing, pressure-crushing,

Now I’m floating in a little chaos.

I’m human, not a brand,

With a shaky little plan

And maybe - just maybe…

That’s exactly who I am.

Yeah… maybe, just maybe…

Perfect… was never the plan.

(End)