La-la-la, la-la-la

‎(Silence... Silence...)

La-la-la, la-la-la

‎(La-la-la, la-la--)

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‎(Verse 1)

‎It’s (so) exhausting

‎Breathing next to someone

‎Who’s hated me since the day I was born

‎She says I should go out more

‎But my face starts bleeding when I’m out the door

‎It’s (so) draining

‎Existing close to someone

‎Who turns every word into a blade at my throat

‎She says I should leave my comfort zone

‎But how can I be safe in a place that makes me think the worst every single day?

‎She thinks I run away to find you

‎But the truth is I’d rather be anywhere than here

‎

‎(I know... I know...)

‎La-la-la, la-la-la

‎(Go away... Go away...)

‎La-la-la, la-la-la

‎

‎(Verse 2)

‎Crying’s supposed to heal the human heart

‎But all I see is another failure torn apart

‎What I mean is I’m a stranger in the place I grew

‎What I mean is I’ve been walked on like a worn-out shoe

‎What I mean is I’m like earrings left behind

‎Thrown away for taking up “too much” space in your mind

‎I only play music when I’m lost in the dark

‎Or when I don’t want to hear the sound of your voice

‎It’s (so) disappointing

‎Living with someone who wounds me every hour

‎It’s (so) frustrating

‎Waking up to the face that makes me hate myself

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‎La-la-la, la-la-la

‎(Alone... Alone...)

‎La-la-la, la-la-la

‎(La-la-la, la-la-la...)

‎(La-la-la, la-la--)

‎(La-la-la, la-la-la...)