I don't want to get in and I don't want to get out

I don't want to put in and I don't want to put out

You show up at my door

Wearing all my old mistakes

Say you’re here to talk

But you’re tracing my name on the frame

You’re laughing at my jokes

I’m watching every word I say

You’re leaning in too close

I’m leaning somewhere far away

I don’t want to get in

And I don’t want to get out

I don’t want to put in

And I don’t want to put out

You’re a yes in my head

You’re a no in my mouth

I don’t want to get in

And I don’t want to get out (no, no)

You’re scrolling through my phone

Like it’s proof we still belong

You hum our favorite tune

I forget why that felt wrong

You ask me how I’ve been

I say “fine” then change the scene

You tug me by the sleeve

I stay frozen in between

I don’t want to get in

And I don’t want to get out

I don’t want to put in

And I don’t want to put out

You’re a bruise on my pride

You’re a ghost on my couch

I don’t want to get in

And I don’t want to get out (hey)

Maybe I’m scared to lose you

Maybe I’m scared I won’t

Maybe I like this halfway

‘Cause choosing means I chose

You say “baby

Just decide”

But I circle back around

Heart on the curb

One hand on the door

And I still can’t turn the handle down

I don’t want to get in

And I don’t want to get out

I don’t want to put in

And I don’t want to put out

You’re the line that I draw

Then I smudge in my doubt

I don’t want to get in

And I don’t want to get out