Why does it have to be like this

Whatever, I try to build, can't hold still

Is it me

Or just my luck

I cannot pass this, I'm stuck

Oh, here I go again

Following the steps, of false promises

I gave you joy , you gave me pain

I'm here on a sidewalk, begging for help

You are here, yet, your mind is elsewhere

Don't let me bleed, all the love that I have

Cuz I'm, afraid (so afraid)

Of that shadow, that I see... On your face

Why, am I, still trying, to get you of the hook

You're so direct,

Not even want me, oh no

But I defend you, just lieing to myself

Hoping, you... Still care

Once loved

Once blessed

Now, strip

From your love, and just absorb, your hate

Eh...

Oh, here I go again

Following the steps, of false promises

I gave you joy , you gave me pain

I'm here on a sidewalk, begging for help

You are here, yet, your mind is elsewhere

Don't let me bleed, all the love that I have

Cuz I'm, afraid (so afraid)

Of that shadow, that I see... On your face

If, I cry now,

Will you feel shame

If, I say I love you,

Will you do the same...

Oh, here I go again (again and again)

Following the steps, of wrong promises

That was the road, I shouldn't be taken

But, now it's to late,

Seems, I don't learn, from my mistakes

I gave you joy (oh)

you gave me pain

I'm here on a sidewalk, begging for help

You are here, yet, your mind is elsewhere

Don't let me bleed, all the love that I have

Cuz I'm, afraid (so afraid)

Of that shadow... Oh...

that I see... On your face...

Mmh...

Everything, again... Fade, away