
SO FAR
darkwave, electronic, cyberpunk
Toxic Avenger·4:47

4:47
SO FAR
darkwave, electronic, cyberpunk
Creator: Toxic AvengerRelease Date: March 14, 2026
Lyrics
[verse]
can pain feel real from far
see you like it never happened
but the curse is there no way to hide it
you're still living but is it your beating heart
are you defeated
when they kept you close right from the start
[verse]
you walked for us to fly
and bled to reach the sky
now you are beaten
bones get no sacred healing
all of it slowly bleeding
your tortured life...
[pre chorus]
how can it feel so fast
yesterday you smiled
but today won't last
today you move for gloom so fast
[chorus]
all of your tears been heard
all on the pages for them to learn
but are you with us
can it be trust
how can love be far
and yet so close
despite your falls
and battle scars
[verse]
can dreams be your anchor
that wraps around your neck
can they whisper darkness
until your hope is dead
stay with us a little longer
come sit and promise
you won't feel lonely
when the lights go dark
when there is no spark
[pre chorus]
how can it feel so fast
yesterday you smiled
but today won't last
you reach for gloom and crash so fast
[chorus]
all of your tears been heard
all on the pages for them to learn
but are you with us
can it be trust
how can love be far
and yet so close
despite your falls
and battle scars
[verse]
how can words become your past
when they kept slamming doors
this won't be your first, won't be your last
what would they take if given more
how can pain become your class
that you never meant to score
[pre chorus]
how can it feel so fast
yesterday you smiled
but today won't last
you reach for gloom and crash so fast
[chorus]
all of your tears been heard
all on the pages for them to learn
but are you with us
can it be trust
how can love be far
and yet so close
despite your falls
and battle scars
can pain feel real from far
see you like it never happened
but the curse is there no way to hide it
you're still living but is it your beating heart
are you defeated
when they kept you close right from the start
[verse]
you walked for us to fly
and bled to reach the sky
now you are beaten
bones get no sacred healing
all of it slowly bleeding
your tortured life...
[pre chorus]
how can it feel so fast
yesterday you smiled
but today won't last
today you move for gloom so fast
[chorus]
all of your tears been heard
all on the pages for them to learn
but are you with us
can it be trust
how can love be far
and yet so close
despite your falls
and battle scars
[verse]
can dreams be your anchor
that wraps around your neck
can they whisper darkness
until your hope is dead
stay with us a little longer
come sit and promise
you won't feel lonely
when the lights go dark
when there is no spark
[pre chorus]
how can it feel so fast
yesterday you smiled
but today won't last
you reach for gloom and crash so fast
[chorus]
all of your tears been heard
all on the pages for them to learn
but are you with us
can it be trust
how can love be far
and yet so close
despite your falls
and battle scars
[verse]
how can words become your past
when they kept slamming doors
this won't be your first, won't be your last
what would they take if given more
how can pain become your class
that you never meant to score
[pre chorus]
how can it feel so fast
yesterday you smiled
but today won't last
you reach for gloom and crash so fast
[chorus]
all of your tears been heard
all on the pages for them to learn
but are you with us
can it be trust
how can love be far
and yet so close
despite your falls
and battle scars
