Hands of mine time blind
Nostalgic tech-house with airy, spacey pads and granular glitch textures; mesmerizing vocals tight 4-on-the-floor kick under shuffling hats, sidechained synth swells, and a rubbery bass groove, Vocals sit slightly filtered and distant, like a broadcast from the past, with stuttered chops echoing key words in the hook, Builds from a minimal, hazy verse into a big, euphoric chorus wash, then strips back for a late dreamy break before the final lift, glitch, nostalgic
Hands of mine time blind
Nostalgic tech-house with airy, spacey pads and granular glitch textures; mesmerizing vocals tight 4-on-the-floor kick under shuffling hats, sidechained synth swells, and a rubbery bass groove, Vocals sit slightly filtered and distant, like a broadcast from the past, with stuttered chops echoing key words in the hook, Builds from a minimal, hazy verse into a big, euphoric chorus wash, then strips back for a late dreamy break before the final lift, glitch, nostalgic
Lyrics
Intro
How could I have been so blind…
If I could…
I’d turn back the hands of time…
Verse 1
How could I have been so blind?
I’d rewind every second just to realign the II within I
Nothing feels right—
Everybody is fading, dreaming, chasing something of their own
While I give and I give…
and I still got no home
it was taken
Through irresponsible stupidity
Those Demons still dancing in my head, in my “I”
One will to live…
the other wants to die
never to forgive or forget the pain of everything I worked so hard for him in an instant!
Who got the answers to the feelings that I hide?
Who really cares of the manipulation i was forced to live
Man, I wish I was a raindrop…
just drifting in the sky
wishing the day was darkness so my memory would die
Laughing… floating… never coming back
A vanishing drop… no weight, no past
no people that infected my me in I
If I were a tree, I’d choose to be a leaf
So I could fly away… never tied to grief
if I was a piece of sand I’d like to be stuck in empty space
so the starts above would give me light
maybe thoughts could see the truth
I m lost in a rain drop
pushing hanging like a frozen puppet with one broken string
screaming burn me burn me
like the fire that broke my souls desire to be
I’m invisible to all that could see
drip drip dropping
Pre-Chorus
I wish I was belief—
So I could see the lies that slipped under my skin
Took pieces of my soul…
and made a war within
I wish I was a thought inside the moment that I’m in
So I could face reflection…
and meet the real me again
Chorus
I’m a raindrop, raindrop
Don’t let me drift away
I’m a raindrop, raindrop
Trying to find my way
Circle of life, hope, chaos, pain
Falling from the sky just to rise again
I’m a raindrop, raindrop
Tell me who I am
Verse 2
I wish I could understand—
Why my integrity hides when it’s always in my hands
Like a double-edged sword buried deep in my chest
My will, my want, my way… always put to the test
No excuses, no lies, no in-between disguise
I am me, I am one—I see it in my eyes
I am power, I am light, I am hope in the dark
I’m the map of the maze… I’ve been lost from the start
All my strength, everything above
Every piece of pain, every drop of love
I wish I was the raindrop so I wouldn’t even care
Just fall… disappear… evaporate to air
Pre-Chorus
Or maybe I’m the raindrop meant to feed the earth below
So I can be the tree… and still not even know
Again and again…
circle never ends
Leaf to drop to root…
then I rise again
Chorus
I’m a raindrop, raindrop
Don’t let me drift away
I’m a raindrop, raindrop
Trying to find my way
Circle of hope, circle of pain
Sun through the storm then it starts again
I’m a raindrop, raindrop
Caught inside the rain
Bridge
I am the raindrop—
Trapped in the cloud
Circle of life screaming out loud
Before the night…
there was darkness
Before the darkness…
I was still here
If I fall, let me fall
If I break, let me change
If I rise, let it mean
I’m not the same
Final Chorus
I’m a raindrop, raindrop
Don’t let me drift away
I’m a raindrop, raindrop
Trying to find my way
Circle of life, hope, chaos, pain
Falling from the sky just to rise again
I’m a raindrop, raindrop
Tell me who I am