(clean guitar, steady beat)

(soft female vocals)

Hour-long conversations

Kinda wild that we got this far

You were tracing all my boundaries

Like you’re mapping every hidden scar

If you wanna know so much about me

Is it theory, theory, psychology?

Is it sweet talk, is it curiosity?

Or are you building secret walls and armor?

Give me some real good silence

Give me some real compliance

Give me some real good trust and I might just let you climb these high points

But when I’m in the low life, you’re living in the high lights

Quoting all my quirks like

My, my mind is yours to mine

You turn my feelings into evidence

Run my meltdown like a document

If I’m surviving desperate

Barely, just enough to keep breath clean

I might just be lonely and that’s okay, it’s lonely when you break like this

You wanna break like this?

Do you wanna hold weights like this?

Do you wanna be everything to a whole hundred million eyes just watching?

I don’t think you do

I think you wanna hide

I think you wanna stay safe and lock up your mind

I think you wanna chase the millions

I think you wanna keep them to yourself

I think you wanna buy a fast car for you

I think you wanna buy a fast car for you and your life

And you talk down on them when you’re scared

Like, you don’t even care what you share anymore

You don’t wanna be my friend, you just want my thumb

You just want the green light, want the numbers, want the nothing

And when you all get so tired

Will you tell me I’m not wired for the job?

When every little note’s wrong-tuned

I get really insecure and I might just end this

Dumb live-stream moment

I don’t like performing my whole life like this

Like, I don’t even think it sounded good, but I might try it again