
My Sickness
Female vocals, industrial metal, shock rock, groove metal, alternative metal, hard rock, Gothic rock
Onslayde·4:00

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My Sickness
Female vocals, industrial metal, shock rock, groove metal, alternative metal, hard rock, Gothic rock
Creator: OnslaydeRelease Date: April 26, 2025
Lyrics
[Verse]
Sometimes I hear voices
They talk and talk
My body’s a graveyard
I’m filled with the dark
[Verse]
I know you’re worried
My sickened mind
Will eat me alive
Before you arrive
[Pre-Chorus]
In echoes of silence, I drown in despair
A whispered reminder that you’re never there
These shadows are friends who won’t let me be
A sorrowful prelude to my reality
[Chorus]
This sickness isn’t me
Please help me break free
It’s more than it seems
It lives in my dreams
[Post-Chorus]
In the quiet aftermath, the tears softly blend
A haunting reminder, this will never end
The weight of solitude, a companion deep and true
In this melancholy haze, I'm lost without you
[Verse]
It’s a thickening sadness
A heavy grief
A poisonous madness
That lives inside me
[Verse]
It haunts my body
From night to day
It wants to own me
It wants me to stay
[Bridge]
In the stillness, I wander through endless night
Bound by chains of anguish, a futile fight
Beneath the weight of shadows, I slowly fall
In this desolate realm, no one hears my call
[Chorus]
This sickness isn’t me
Please help me break free
It’s more than it seems
It lives in my dreams
[Outro]
In the fading twilight, my spirit wanes
A soft, mournful echo of unending pains
Under the moon's somber gaze, I find my place
In a world where shadows dance with grace
Lonely stars flicker, then disappear
A goodbye whispered to the ones I hold dear
I drift into dreams where I might find peace
In the silence, I long for sweet release
Sometimes I hear voices
They talk and talk
My body’s a graveyard
I’m filled with the dark
[Verse]
I know you’re worried
My sickened mind
Will eat me alive
Before you arrive
[Pre-Chorus]
In echoes of silence, I drown in despair
A whispered reminder that you’re never there
These shadows are friends who won’t let me be
A sorrowful prelude to my reality
[Chorus]
This sickness isn’t me
Please help me break free
It’s more than it seems
It lives in my dreams
[Post-Chorus]
In the quiet aftermath, the tears softly blend
A haunting reminder, this will never end
The weight of solitude, a companion deep and true
In this melancholy haze, I'm lost without you
[Verse]
It’s a thickening sadness
A heavy grief
A poisonous madness
That lives inside me
[Verse]
It haunts my body
From night to day
It wants to own me
It wants me to stay
[Bridge]
In the stillness, I wander through endless night
Bound by chains of anguish, a futile fight
Beneath the weight of shadows, I slowly fall
In this desolate realm, no one hears my call
[Chorus]
This sickness isn’t me
Please help me break free
It’s more than it seems
It lives in my dreams
[Outro]
In the fading twilight, my spirit wanes
A soft, mournful echo of unending pains
Under the moon's somber gaze, I find my place
In a world where shadows dance with grace
Lonely stars flicker, then disappear
A goodbye whispered to the ones I hold dear
I drift into dreams where I might find peace
In the silence, I long for sweet release
