
Masochist
Dark fusion of gothic piano, complextro, dark dubstep, breakcore, hardstyle, hardcore, gabber, and witch house, 170-175 BPM with half-time sections, hardstyle distorted kicks, gabber rolling bass, breakcore chopped breaks, dark dubstep wobble bass WUB WUB, complextro glitched bass and rapid arpeggios, witch house deep bass and atmospheric pads, gothic piano melodies, layered harmony female vocals switching between sung, whispered, desperate and masochistic Japanese lyrics about pain addiction, structure: gothic piano intro, hardcore complextro verse, breakcore witch house pre-chorus, hardstyle gabber chorus, dark dubstep complextro post-chorus, hardcore breakcore witch house verse 2, breakcore complextro pre-chorus, heavier hardstyle gabber chorus, dark dubstep witch house post-chorus, gothic piano breakcore bridge, all-genre final chorus, gothic piano witch house outro, dark haunting relentless atmosphere

Masochist
Dark fusion of gothic piano, complextro, dark dubstep, breakcore, hardstyle, hardcore, gabber, and witch house, 170-175 BPM with half-time sections, hardstyle distorted kicks, gabber rolling bass, breakcore chopped breaks, dark dubstep wobble bass WUB WUB, complextro glitched bass and rapid arpeggios, witch house deep bass and atmospheric pads, gothic piano melodies, layered harmony female vocals switching between sung, whispered, desperate and masochistic Japanese lyrics about pain addiction, structure: gothic piano intro, hardcore complextro verse, breakcore witch house pre-chorus, hardstyle gabber chorus, dark dubstep complextro post-chorus, hardcore breakcore witch house verse 2, breakcore complextro pre-chorus, heavier hardstyle gabber chorus, dark dubstep witch house post-chorus, gothic piano breakcore bridge, all-genre final chorus, gothic piano witch house outro, dark haunting relentless atmosphere
Lyrics
Lyrics by me [@Tsunimo]
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この視界は暗くて
Kono shikai wa kurakute
<This vision is dark>
体は弱っていく
Karada wa yowatte iku
<My body is getting weaker>
頭は真っ白になる
Atama wa masshiro ni naru
<My mind goes blank>
でもまだ奥で燃えてる…
Demo mada oku de moeteru…
<But it still burns deep inside…>
もしかして、これ好きなのかも?
Moshikashite, kore suki na no kamo?
<Maybe I kinda like this?>
鞭の感触が
Muchi no kanchoku ga
<The feel of the whip>
君が肌に刻む印
Kimi ga hada ni kizamu shirushi
<The marks you carve into my skin>
もっと欲しくて這い回る
Motto hoshikute haimawaru
<Wanting more, I crawl>
くれよ!もっとくれ!
Kure yo! Motto kure!
<Give me! Give me more!>
君が与える痛みが愛おしい
Kimi ga ataeru itami ga itooshii
<I love the pain you give me>
もっと深く感じたい
Motto fukaku kanjitai
<I want to feel it deeper>
止められても、まだ欲しがる
Tomeraretemo, mada hoshigaru
<Even if you stop, I'll still beg for more>
殴って、傷つけて、泣かせて
Nagutte, kizutsukete, nakasete
<Hit me, hurt me, make me cry>
震えさせて、叫ばせて
Furue Sasete, sakebasete
<Make me shiver, make me scream>
これが私の欲しいもの
Kore ga watashi no hoshii mono
<This is what I crave>
君の痛みを全部、私に刻んで
Kimi no itami o zenbu, watashi ni kizande
<Carve all your pain into me>
体は震えてる
Karada wa furueteru
<My body is shaking>
でも怖いんじゃない
Demo kowai n janai
<But it's not from fear>
止まれないんだ
Tomarenai n da
<I can't stop>
終わらない痛みを追いかけて
Owaranai itami o oikakete
<Chasing endless pain>
止めたりしないよね?
Tometari shinai yo ne?
<You're not gonna stop, right?>
ずっと罰してよ
Zutto basshite yo
<Keep punishing me>
跡が消えたら
Ato ga kietara
<If the marks fade>
新しいのを作って
Atarashii no o tsukutte
<Make new ones>
くれよ!もっとくれ!
Kure yo! Motto kure!
<Give me! Give me more!>
君が与える痛みが愛おしい
Kimi ga ataeru itami ga itooshii
<I love the pain you give me>
もっと深く感じたい
Motto fukaku kanjitai
<I want to feel it deeper>
止められても、まだ欲しがる
Tomeraretemo, mada hoshigaru
<Even if you stop, I'll still beg for more>
殴って、傷つけて、泣かせて
Nagutte, kizutsukete, nakasete
<Hit me, hurt me, make me cry>
震えさせて、叫ばせて
Furue Sasete, sakebasete
<Make me shiver, make me scream>
これが私の欲しいもの
Kore ga watashi no hoshii mono
<This is what I crave>
君の痛みを全部、私に刻んで
Kimi no itami o zenbu, watashi ni kizande
<Carve all your pain into me>
どこへ行っても
Doko e itte mo
<No matter where I go>
君のとこに戻る
Kimi no toko ni modoru
<I still come back to you>
どこへ逃げても
Doko e nigete mo
<No matter where you run>
探し出してやる
Sagashidashite yaru
<I'll find you>
(縛って、壊して)
(Shibatte, kowashite)
<(Tie me down, break me)>
くれ—もっとくれ!
Kure—motto kure!
<Give me—give me more!>
君がくれる痛みが好き
Kimi ga kureru itami ga suki
<I love the pain you give me>
もっと深く感じたい
Motto fukaku kanjitai
<I want to feel it deeper>
たとえ引き裂かれても
Tatoe hikisakaretemo
<Even if it tears me apart>
止めないで——息もさせないで
Tomenaide——iki mo sasenaide
<Don't stop——don't let me breathe>
体中に跡を残して
Karadajū ni ato o nokoshite
<Leave marks all over my body>
痛みが快感に変わる
Itami ga kaikan ni kawaru
<This pain turns into pleasure>
もう、逃げられない——永遠に
Mō, nigerarenai——eien ni
<I can't escape it——ever>
