[Verse 1]
Our vow was never “love ’til death,” it was “silence ‘til the end.”
You said, “We’re in the same boat, and the secrets must stay deep.”
And I swore my devotion to you, even if that meant lying to everyone.
You were committing the betrayal, and I offered it up as a “sacrifice of love.”
I was sealing every leak in your sinking ship, willingly drowning with you.

[Chorus 1]
All the roles I mastered playing
Just to believe I was fit for you.
All the real names I forgot for your sake—
Was my performance the best thing you’ve ever witnessed?

[Verse 2]
I couldn’t sleep afterward; your shadow stayed on my bedroom wall.
You convinced me this lurking guilt was a “passion” no one else could grasp.
I was giving you sick loyalty, ignoring every glaring red flag.
And now, whenever I open my window, I fear the neighbors see the scars.
I realized I got addicted to the pain you left more than the love—
‘Cause you know I’d walk into the same scenario as long as you’re in it.

[Chorus 2]
Every clear sky I blocked out from view
’Cause I chose to share the darkness of your prison.
All the wrongs you made me exercise—
Was I just a cheap way for you to pass the time?

[Bridge]
What we broke wasn’t just a relationship; it was my old humanity.
You were killing a part of me nightly, and I’d applaud your devilish act.
Yeah, I was addicted, but the addiction is over, and now it’s just a bad deal.
All that’s left is me, the regret, and the consequence I must embrace.
This is what happens when you give your soul to someone soulless.

[Chorus 3]
Every clear sky I blocked out from view
’Cause I chose to share the darkness of your prison.
All the roles I mastered playing—
Was I just a cheap way for you to pass the time?

[Outro]
Tell me I was hard to forget (hard to forget).
Confirm this wasn’t all for nothing (all for nothing).
‘Cause, baby, you’re the only one who decides what this cost me