Depression got me feelin' anxious

Rememberin'

Dreams of me wakin' up in the pavement

I'm lookin' for a purpose

Me stayin'

So I strive for it

Lookin' for greatness

My anxiety hit me in a different way

Intrusive thoughts are a sea

Waves of distrust and disbelief

I don't pretend to be saved

I don't pretend to be fake

I don't pretend to be awoken

But I'm too far gone

Forgiveness

I'm a lost sinner

I hope He still gives me some grace

I wanna leave in His arms

So I'd gotta change

I'm a lost sinner lookin' for someone to save me

I was waved from the path I was meant to

I lost the truth

But I could never lose my beliefs

I kept my mustard seed

2nd Verse

The world's new view

Changin' my color and the hue of the faith

Grew up into somethin' so distant

The lines were changed across the distance

Guess my calls were just hung up on

No dial tone

No ring at all

I don't pretend to be saved

I don't pretend to be fake

I don't pretend to be awoken

But I'm too far gone

Forgiveness

I'm a lost sinner

So I'd gotta change

I'm a lost sinner lookin' for someone to save me

I was waved from the path I was meant to

I lost the truth

But I could never lose my beliefs

I kept my mustard seed

But who do I call

When I fall

If mercy's near

Then let me hear

One small yes

Through all my fear

Forgiveness

I'm a lost sinner

So I'd gotta change

I'm a lost sinner lookin' for (someone to save me x2)