
Not Really There (remaster)
alternative rock, post-industrial, industrial, metal, cyberpunk
Toxic Avenger·4:12

4:12
Not Really There (remaster)
alternative rock, post-industrial, industrial, metal, cyberpunk
Creator: Toxic AvengerRelease Date: March 26, 2026
Lyrics
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Artist: Lost Boy
Album: "Goner"
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2PWuMmJjmdna36vJPU9GyF?si=_oi986yGSjS-b7-3GZKijQ
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[verse]
smiling in secret, my own little fortress
undress me while sleeping, don't act like you know
cut hair on my head, like grass on a lawn
know you can't help me, as I come undone
[verse]
kept body infected, this skin i don't own
the time that you left me, a soul without home
witness this hell like a nail on the wall
a meaning to tell to reason this all
[pre chorus]
long gone, you still scream
somewhere far, you still feel
until it is dark, no promise to heal...
[chorus]
the lungs are too empty, they never became
shrinking in silence, left never the same
blood on a napkin, that small creeping shame
a brush through the flowers, can't whisper her name
I'm not really there
Not really sleeping
Not really dreaming
Not really there...
[verse]
the petals are drying, they know of your pain
don't punish us both, there's nothing to gain
forgiveness was given, so promise to pray
wherever you're leaning, whatever you say
[bridge]
[pre chorus]
long gone, you still scream
somewhere far, you still feel
until it is dark, no promise to heal...
[chorus]
the lungs are too empty, they never became
shrinking in silence, left never the same
blood on a napkin, that small creeping shame
a brush through the flowers, can't whisper her name
I'm not really there
Not really sleeping
Not really dreaming
Not really there...
[outro]
how long will it last
how long will it bleed
until were are past
this long scary dream...
🎵 IF YOU LIKED THIS SONG, COME LISTEN TO THE FULL ALBUM ON SPOTIFY AND OTHER STREAMING PLATFORMS!🎵
Artist: Lost Boy
Album: "Goner"
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2PWuMmJjmdna36vJPU9GyF?si=_oi986yGSjS-b7-3GZKijQ
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[verse]
smiling in secret, my own little fortress
undress me while sleeping, don't act like you know
cut hair on my head, like grass on a lawn
know you can't help me, as I come undone
[verse]
kept body infected, this skin i don't own
the time that you left me, a soul without home
witness this hell like a nail on the wall
a meaning to tell to reason this all
[pre chorus]
long gone, you still scream
somewhere far, you still feel
until it is dark, no promise to heal...
[chorus]
the lungs are too empty, they never became
shrinking in silence, left never the same
blood on a napkin, that small creeping shame
a brush through the flowers, can't whisper her name
I'm not really there
Not really sleeping
Not really dreaming
Not really there...
[verse]
the petals are drying, they know of your pain
don't punish us both, there's nothing to gain
forgiveness was given, so promise to pray
wherever you're leaning, whatever you say
[bridge]
[pre chorus]
long gone, you still scream
somewhere far, you still feel
until it is dark, no promise to heal...
[chorus]
the lungs are too empty, they never became
shrinking in silence, left never the same
blood on a napkin, that small creeping shame
a brush through the flowers, can't whisper her name
I'm not really there
Not really sleeping
Not really dreaming
Not really there...
[outro]
how long will it last
how long will it bleed
until were are past
this long scary dream...
