I've grown used to nights with no stars above

Leaning back against a flickering street light

I can wear my solitude like it's nothing

Even my scars are a part of me

My lips tremble at the edge of the glass

I've just gotten better at pretending I'm fine

The name I thought I'd forgotten falls in the rain

Straight to my chest

Every time I grow stronger just a little

The things I want to protect keep growing

My heart still can't catch up

But I keep walking anyway

Even if the cold rain hides my tears

I still remember you

The nights I pretend to be strong are lies

It's just that at night I get a little weak

Even without you the world goes on

I know that will still sometimes my chest aches

If I can't forget memories are enough

I don't mind getting wet in the cold rain

I won't stop anymore

Facing my shadows

I look ahead and step forward with these feet

You know, the truth is

I thought if I called your name, you'd come back

But strength isn't really about never crying

Meeting you

I never thought I'd get this hurt

But the time we spent together was truly priceless

The laughs we shared, the fights we had, now all of it is treasure

Too precious to erase

There are nights when I long for a human touch

Still, this is fine

This solitude suits me

I chose freedom

And that's the price

After the rain

I look up at the sky

Will it be sunny tomorrow?