I don’t know where to go

I am the reason I’m alone

i don’t know where to go

I feel I’m never meant to know

I just don’t know where to go

Every door feels closed

I just don’t know where to go

I’m so scared to let it show

Heart in my hand

shadowed and black

I want to reach out

But i pull it back

I know I’m not okay

But I just don’t say it

Because I don’t trust myself

Not to break it

I don’t know where to go

When it all closes in

I don’t know who would stay

If they saw what lies within

I want to get better

But I don't know how

I don’t know where to go

So I'll just stay here for now

I’ve learned how to smile

Just enough to pass

I keep myself together

As tape holds the cracks

I feel if i let out the truth

I might lose it all

So I sit in the quiet

And i do not call

I don’t know where to go

When the lonely nights won’t end

Every thought i have it feels like

Starting over again

I want to get better

But hope feels so thin

I don’t know where to go

So I keep it all in

I just don’t know where to go

And I don’t know who I am

I just don’t know how to ask

For a helping hand

I want to get better

But I’m scared that I won’t

I just don’t know where to go

So I just.... don’t

Dont know Where to go

Where to go

Dont know Where to go

Where to go

Dont know Where to go

Where to go

Dont know Where to go

Where to go