Cold hands on the calendar
Pages don’t move
I keep circling the same date
Waiting on something new

Moving too fast, no mirror behind
Days spill into nights on a one-way line
Plans in my head, time in my coat
Still feel a gap where the silence goes

I check my pulse in the sodium light
Street signs blink like they’re out of time
Everyone runs, nobody stays
I smile like I’ve learned this face

Maybe I’m not lost, just paused mid-step
Maybe this weight’s what I haven’t met yet
I don’t turn away

If spring is coming, let it come slow
I’m still here
Yeah, I’m still here

No sign, no signal, I don’t know
I’m still here
Yeah, I’m still here

I don’t know if I’m waiting on you
Or on a version of me I outgrew
Frost on the rail where my fingers rest
Streetlights hum what I haven’t said

Is the future inked or blank tonight
Is it fate or just how hard I try
Questions bounce off sleepless tracks
No clear sign — I’m still here

I don’t run from what blocks my way
I let the doubt sit, let it stay

If this is winter, let it be
I’ll stand in it
I’ll stand in it

If spring is coming, let it come slow
I’m still here
Yeah, I’m still here

Through the cold, through the unknown
I’m still here
Yeah, I’m still here

Winter never asks to stay
It just leaves when it’s done
And I’ll be here when it happens
In the quiet
In the sun