Cold hands on the calendar

Pages don’t move

I keep circling the same date

Waiting on something new

Moving too fast, no mirror behind

Days spill into nights on a one-way line

Plans in my head, time in my coat

Still feel a gap where the silence goes

I check my pulse in the sodium light

Street signs blink like they’re out of time

Everyone runs, nobody stays

I smile like I’ve learned this face

Maybe I’m not lost, just paused mid-step

Maybe this weight’s what I haven’t met yet

I don’t turn away

If spring is coming, let it come slow

I’m still here

Yeah, I’m still here

No sign, no signal, I don’t know

I’m still here

Yeah, I’m still here

I don’t know if I’m waiting on you

Or on a version of me I outgrew

Frost on the rail where my fingers rest

Streetlights hum what I haven’t said

Is the future inked or blank tonight

Is it fate or just how hard I try

Questions bounce off sleepless tracks

No clear sign — I’m still here

I don’t run from what blocks my way

I let the doubt sit, let it stay

If this is winter, let it be

I’ll stand in it

I’ll stand in it

If spring is coming, let it come slow

I’m still here

Yeah, I’m still here

Through the cold, through the unknown

I’m still here

Yeah, I’m still here

Winter never asks to stay

It just leaves when it’s done

And I’ll be here when it happens

In the quiet

In the sun