Yeah

unrequited love is fucking shit

How the hell am I

the only one stuck in this

You act like

it’s nothing at all

While I’m out here

waiting for your call

It’s bullshit

and I know it too

There’s nothing here

between me and you

No mixed signs

no hidden spark

Just me talking

to myself in the dark

Maybe

I’m just fucking dumb

Reading into things

that never meant none

Maybe

this is all in my head

Making up feelings

you never fed

Still hurts

still feels true

What the fuck am I

supposed to do

I hate

how you don’t even try

Not your fault

but still, fuck, why

Why my chest

why my sleep

Why your voice

gets buried this deep

Maybe one day

I’ll be okay

Maybe your name

won’t fuck my day

Maybe this pain

just burns out slow

But right now

I can’t let go

Maybe

this was never love

Just my lonely heart

wanting too much

Maybe

I’ll finally quit

But tonight

yeah

this still feels like shit

Unfair

stupid

fucked up truth

I’m the only one

still loving you