Not in my Control
A brooding slow-burn groove opens with moody chillwave keys and vinyl crackle, soon layered by lush reverb and Flamenco guitar phrasing atop indie pop noir. Smoky vocals and soft trap drums ride minimal 808s, shadow R&B and dark pop deepening the atmosphere. Glitchy percussion, horror swing keys, heavy 808s, orchestral stabs, distorted sub-bass and eerie melodies blend with reggae pulses, dark jazz, tumbi riffs, punjabi hip hop, desi trap and folk. Record scratches and dubstep textures infuse electro pop energy for a multidimensional Cha Core Ember Mix.
Not in my Control
A brooding slow-burn groove opens with moody chillwave keys and vinyl crackle, soon layered by lush reverb and Flamenco guitar phrasing atop indie pop noir. Smoky vocals and soft trap drums ride minimal 808s, shadow R&B and dark pop deepening the atmosphere. Glitchy percussion, horror swing keys, heavy 808s, orchestral stabs, distorted sub-bass and eerie melodies blend with reggae pulses, dark jazz, tumbi riffs, punjabi hip hop, desi trap and folk. Record scratches and dubstep textures infuse electro pop energy for a multidimensional Cha Core Ember Mix.
Lyrics
Something seems changed.
I think i didn’t plan it.
Didn’t prepare for it either.
It just…
Happened
Just like that.
[Verse 1]
I’ve been moving lighter.
I don't know this feeling.
Like something lifted me slightly
without letting me know.
My thoughts are clouding me.
I can’t explain it.
Even when I try to act normal
it feels off.
Everything around me feels softer.
Quieter.
Sleep isn’t simple anymore.
I lay down
and it’s not quiet inside.
It’s not in my control anymore.
That part’s gone.
[Hook]
Someone looked at me
a certain way.
Yeah, that way.
I tried to stop it.
But I couldn't.
It’s not in my control anymore.
[Verse 2]
I stepped into something
without understanding.
Didn’t check it.
Didn’t measure it.
Now small things feel bigger.
Moments stretch longer.
I saw her today.
Just once.
That was enough.
Since then
nothing feels the same.
I try to keep it contained.
Doesn’t work.
It keeps moving through me
like it owns the place.
[Bridge]
I don’t talk about it much.
I catch myself smiling
for no reason.
Looking at myself
like I’m checking
if it’s obvious.
It probably is.
[Hook]
Someone looked at me
a certain way.
Yeah, that way.
I stepped in
and didn’t step back.
It’s not in my control anymore.
[Outro]
I didn’t even notice
when it took over.
I thought I was choosing it.
Maybe I wasn’t.